Jan 08, 2011 17:20
I know what it means to be sick from worry now. I got in fight/argument with my sister like friend Vah and because I was not in a ace where I could express myself to her the way I would I have liked to (company IM) I had to tell her we would have to wait until I got home to finish it. Well it's been...3 days now I think and it's still not settled. Damn this pride. I have a feeling when we do start talking about it again it's gonna blow up and something bad is gonna happen. On the other hand I feel like she just doesn't care and has probably forgotten about it. That's her excuse for everything now, that she forgot. I don't believe her memory is that bad, it wasn't bad before now. It's making feel sick.
Vah I can tell you are saying these hurtful things on purpose. I'm not dumb and I have a very memory, I can tell when you are lying to me.
I'm in love with speechless by Jay Park and ChaCha Malone. I discovered it recently and listen to it a lot. The same goes for rainy days and thousand words on Oneway's new album. I got a signed one in the mail ㅋㅋㅋ I love it.
May my words not fall on deaf ears one of these days.
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