im not okay i promise
what an awesome life i do live! okay, so this weekend was fucking sweet. actually...this last part of september and so far october! i got to see jake every weekend! he attepted to surprise me like i did him but failed miserably. i cannot be surprised. i am way too intelligent for trickery.
so i went down to miami this weekend with jakes family and i had a lot of fun and woke up the neighboring dorms! lmao. um, dolphins are sweet. anyways, we got josh drunk which was great and he pet tv screens. and jake is 20!!!!! almost illegal we are.. but not quite.
we were supposed to have a soccer game, got lost then finally found the school only to find that nobody was there!! so we all went to wendys and i almost pissed my pants. were all probably crazy and i have a deep love for chelsea!
jake is the most amazing person ever!!! in a few days itll be 3 months! 3~! thats incredible and after all that he never has annoyed me or really pissed me off. lmao. i love him so much! and every day im just so happy because i know i have him! aww..cute!
okay so today we are reading this big story about religion and beliefs on how the church came about and such. Religion is such a controversial topic. So, i know no matter what i say very few will agree whole heartedly with me but...since this just so happens to be my lj...ill do what i want! so, i've looked into different religions and attempted to understand people's faith and why they do what they do to appease a creation someone made up long ago. I'm not saying i don't believe in God. i do. however, i am totally against the church and the bible. two major key factors in most religions. I mean, who's to say what God intended and how we should live out our lives? And then to infer that if we don't live this righteous life then we're doomed to hell. Then to have people beat it into our heads that we are all sinners and so forth. How is this praising God and showing him gratitude for putting us on this earth? Yes, thank you lord for placing me on this beautiful earth now im going to tear down these trees you've created to build a church so i can sit here and read this book that monks wrote long ago. NO! and besides, is there any true proof that all these wonderful happenings in the bible are true? not that im aware of. And then th really big religious people that are so into it will chase you dwon and try to force it upon you. Since they are leading such "great and peaceful" lives why don't they just leave us sinners alone? There are so many diverse religions and who's to say whats right and whats wrong? you can't. one will firmly believe that they are just and the others are living a lie. The other groups, vice versa. It's just a very vicious thing i think. I hate organized religion and all that comes with it. I could go into it more with better points and thoughts but im too lazy.
one last thing, the shirts with the picture of bush on it and then the big "not my president" logos on it...okay you anti-flag listening bastards! listen up... yea, i dont like bush either...kerry isnt much better. bush-babbling idiot who makes up words {suficiously?}and loves the polish and kerry-probaby a pussy who wouldnt stand up for america and i see empty promises...but the fact is...fucking bush IS your president and theres nothing you can do about it...besides vote this election. but, for right now.. he is like it or not. how about you try to fix his wrong-doings by voting or even maybe protesting/getting more involbed some way..INTELLIGENTLY instead of buying a fucking shirt that says , not my president...yea. real fucking sweet. and anti-flag?? you live in america we have such a beautiful country. if you hate it so much,,..fucking leave. you go live in guam or something you stupid bastards. i dont want you in my country anyways. and anti-flag can go burn in hell. thats all i have to say for now because i have a huge history test! and i wanna do better than my anatomy i didnt feel like studying! lmao! night all!
so i went down to miami this weekend with jakes family and i had a lot of fun and woke up the neighboring dorms! lmao. um, dolphins are sweet. anyways, we got josh drunk which was great and he pet tv screens. and jake is 20!!!!! almost illegal we are.. but not quite.
we were supposed to have a soccer game, got lost then finally found the school only to find that nobody was there!! so we all went to wendys and i almost pissed my pants. were all probably crazy and i have a deep love for chelsea!
jake is the most amazing person ever!!! in a few days itll be 3 months! 3~! thats incredible and after all that he never has annoyed me or really pissed me off. lmao. i love him so much! and every day im just so happy because i know i have him! aww..cute!
okay so today we are reading this big story about religion and beliefs on how the church came about and such. Religion is such a controversial topic. So, i know no matter what i say very few will agree whole heartedly with me but...since this just so happens to be my lj...ill do what i want! so, i've looked into different religions and attempted to understand people's faith and why they do what they do to appease a creation someone made up long ago. I'm not saying i don't believe in God. i do. however, i am totally against the church and the bible. two major key factors in most religions. I mean, who's to say what God intended and how we should live out our lives? And then to infer that if we don't live this righteous life then we're doomed to hell. Then to have people beat it into our heads that we are all sinners and so forth. How is this praising God and showing him gratitude for putting us on this earth? Yes, thank you lord for placing me on this beautiful earth now im going to tear down these trees you've created to build a church so i can sit here and read this book that monks wrote long ago. NO! and besides, is there any true proof that all these wonderful happenings in the bible are true? not that im aware of. And then th really big religious people that are so into it will chase you dwon and try to force it upon you. Since they are leading such "great and peaceful" lives why don't they just leave us sinners alone? There are so many diverse religions and who's to say whats right and whats wrong? you can't. one will firmly believe that they are just and the others are living a lie. The other groups, vice versa. It's just a very vicious thing i think. I hate organized religion and all that comes with it. I could go into it more with better points and thoughts but im too lazy.
one last thing, the shirts with the picture of bush on it and then the big "not my president" logos on it...okay you anti-flag listening bastards! listen up... yea, i dont like bush either...kerry isnt much better. bush-babbling idiot who makes up words {suficiously?}and loves the polish and kerry-probaby a pussy who wouldnt stand up for america and i see empty promises...but the fact is...fucking bush IS your president and theres nothing you can do about it...besides vote this election. but, for right now.. he is like it or not. how about you try to fix his wrong-doings by voting or even maybe protesting/getting more involbed some way..INTELLIGENTLY instead of buying a fucking shirt that says , not my president...yea. real fucking sweet. and anti-flag?? you live in america we have such a beautiful country. if you hate it so much,,..fucking leave. you go live in guam or something you stupid bastards. i dont want you in my country anyways. and anti-flag can go burn in hell. thats all i have to say for now because i have a huge history test! and i wanna do better than my anatomy i didnt feel like studying! lmao! night all!