uhhh ohhh....
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Things are going back to the way they used to be with a certain someone....
I dunno if it's a good thing or not.
All i know is that i'll end up getting hurt..like i always allow myself to.
I hate how i'm like that..how i always end up liking the ones that hurt me..or treat me horribly..
WHY?!?!
Here i am..with--well not with..just involved with..a guy who just does stuff..just because.
And i do it back..so it's not like i'm stopping him or myself from doing this..and i think i should be.
Liking him and getting involved with him will not get me anywhere..we've already established this..and yet we still are the way we are now..and we still do what we do....
And then there's this other guy..who has liked me for waaay over a year..
And all he wants to do is be with me and treat me like his Queen.
But i can't picture him as boyfriend material..and he annoys me soooo much..and he hates that he does that..because it makes him feel like he's lost any chance of getting with me....
So now all i've been doing is thinking my brains out..like i usually do. I hate that too!!
This is just way too much to think about..but whatever.
I'm just ranting now and i'm probably making you all sick..
Sorry..I don't type in here like i used to.
I miss typing/writing in here..
No one cares though..
Well i guess i'll talk to you all later..i LOVE you guys.
Much♥♥Jamie
PS~Sorry i went a lil craZy with the bold key..i like it haha!