Jan 31, 2005 15:15
i dont really kno whats goin on right now....there is so much in the plate that i dont kno what to do..the things i thought that were great are turning out for the worst..i think im about to lose someone i truely care about for reasons i dont even kno...i would really hate for that to happen though...shes been my happiness..but everything happens for i reason..you cant change fate so...whatever happens will happen. today i didnt go to school cause i felt sick all last night and i barely slept at all. why must things always be soo complicated? i just dont understand and maybe i never will. for now ile just sit and wait to see what comes out of all this..i hope the turnout is good....LATER