//tell me the words I never said, show me the tears you never shed...
Ever have one of those days when you just wanna sing at the top of your lungs like Josh Groban, til you pop some brain anurism? Yeah, it's one of those days. Specifically this song. Not that I feel loved, but the whole "DON'T GIVE UP" part.
GRAWR~! Okay, so facebook. I add these events I wanna go to. And then realize that I'm probably not gonna attend the Celebration of Light or the Faggy-parade. I've never been to the fireworks before, but i wanna. ....but shit son, those two events are on the 4th and then 5th of August. ...two trips out to vancouver? OUCH. ....maybe I should find someone to come with me and then we can like sleep in an alley togeather, back to back with knives. LOL
*sigh* I like my friends. I do. But I don't have any really REALLY good friends. And it sucks when I see people who have their bestfriend... and it's just lame. ...I think I need a homo male bestfriend to drag me places. And then he'd be bragging to me about all his sexual misadventures and I'd get to throw my tortellini pasta at him (which in this scenario we were eating) and we'd laugh and play God of War II. ....or God of War VI by the pace my life goes. ...lame.
Tomorrow is Friday. C21 is closed for the summer 'renovations'. AWESOME. Now I'm not even gonna get to see the people I don't want to see. I'm gonna end up seeing no one, ever. I mean... even if I hate the people, they are still people as opposed to.... dusty oxygen. And even if they annoy me... I like being around them.
Meh. I digress. So yeah... .... ....stupid .... everyone.
Tomorrow, even though C21 is closed and I have no reason to go to the mall, I am gonna pick up platinum blonde hairdye. That is final. It's all a matter of how I end up putting the black in. Whether the tips, underneath, chunky streaks up top, stringing streaks at the bangs, under the bangs, smudging it in... I haven't got a clue. But I'm gonna do it. ...well maybe after a week of being a pure ditzy blonde.
Fuckin... ugh. asthetics.
I'm angry now.
kTHXbai
L8R.
GRAWR~! Okay, so facebook. I add these events I wanna go to. And then realize that I'm probably not gonna attend the Celebration of Light or the Faggy-parade. I've never been to the fireworks before, but i wanna. ....but shit son, those two events are on the 4th and then 5th of August. ...two trips out to vancouver? OUCH. ....maybe I should find someone to come with me and then we can like sleep in an alley togeather, back to back with knives. LOL
*sigh* I like my friends. I do. But I don't have any really REALLY good friends. And it sucks when I see people who have their bestfriend... and it's just lame. ...I think I need a homo male bestfriend to drag me places. And then he'd be bragging to me about all his sexual misadventures and I'd get to throw my tortellini pasta at him (which in this scenario we were eating) and we'd laugh and play God of War II. ....or God of War VI by the pace my life goes. ...lame.
Tomorrow is Friday. C21 is closed for the summer 'renovations'. AWESOME. Now I'm not even gonna get to see the people I don't want to see. I'm gonna end up seeing no one, ever. I mean... even if I hate the people, they are still people as opposed to.... dusty oxygen. And even if they annoy me... I like being around them.
Meh. I digress. So yeah... .... ....stupid .... everyone.
Tomorrow, even though C21 is closed and I have no reason to go to the mall, I am gonna pick up platinum blonde hairdye. That is final. It's all a matter of how I end up putting the black in. Whether the tips, underneath, chunky streaks up top, stringing streaks at the bangs, under the bangs, smudging it in... I haven't got a clue. But I'm gonna do it. ...well maybe after a week of being a pure ditzy blonde.
Fuckin... ugh. asthetics.
I'm angry now.
kTHXbai
L8R.