Waaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!
First off
I'm a big ass whimp. Yea big bad murse mojo nojo is a huuuuuge wimp. In fact the only reason I'm writing this entry is to soothe myself from the impending doom and gloom I feel right now. So today I'm here in the office. ALL ALONE. Which is the begining of my rant which will most likely be followed by a series of paranoid mutterings and hysteria.
So I get up after have a pretty bad bout of vertigo last night, its pretty much gone today save for the random moments of nausea which is to be expected. By the end of the day I should be 100% well though. Anway I get out of the car and notice everything is off. My driver sees that I can open the door and so drives off. So I get in and have to turn off the alarm. Thing is I know the code but I dont know what to press after that, whether its stay or off. I'm thinkig its stay. So I hit it and it goes quiet but then I notice that the little red light which you think would turn off stays on. I'm like "wierd I'm pretty sure I know the code" then BAAAAM!! The most horrendous ear raping noise fills the room and I swear I think i'm gonna be deaf. I dodge out of the office and I'm shaking pretty bad because this mornings I felt pretty weak and a little stressed out because of the nausea. So I'm trying to find the phone number I need, cant find it because its not fucking saved but luckly after much spazzing and pacing I see its in my history log. THANK SHOUKAMI! So I call get it sorted out, they tell me I have to talk to the popo (police) because THEY ARE COMING and I'm like "fuck police officers freak me out a bit" and that I have to wait awhile because I punched in the code so many times that it locked up on me. ;_; so I wait, popo comes, two of the most obnoxious officers ever joking and laughing about how I tried to crawl through the vent and now they were gonna drag me away. I force a fake laugh and try to be patient and not show them I'm pretty close to a nervous break down which involves a lot of screaming and throwing stuff like my giant heavy bag on my arm. Luckilly they go away eventually after giving me some sort of ticket for my boss. SO I get in this time, code works THANK GOD because I was suppose to press off and you know I dont know how I didnt think of that before, why did I keep pressing STAY. (WTF DOES STAY EVEN MEAN ON AN ALARM!?) So yaaay I get in call my boss again we have a good laugh about the popo and I'm like "GUESS WHAT! NOW I HAVE TO TRY TO GET THROUGH THE CLINIC DOOR!! ANOTHER CODE ANOTHER SET OF POPO COMING TO HAUL MY DUMB A&*& AWAY!" Hahaha well luckily the finance lady finally comes and she's a little wierded out because I didn't turn on the lights because I was too busy talking on the phone. She comes in and I'm like "HELLO!?!?!?!?" and she';s like "NO WORRIES ITS ME!" ahahah she must think I'm a trip xD so yea I do get through the clinic door.
Now its fucking creepy over here in the clinic. Always has been when you're alone. A lot of creepy sounds and people in the bar have really wierd morphed voices when they come through the wall. So I get in and I walk to my desk only to find that the whole back door is dripping MASSIVLY. Like water is just pouring down in like in some wierd old horror movie ;_; knowing me this is what I'm thinking "WAAAAAA THE DEVIL!!!!!!!" and yea so I call the boss again tell them about it and we decide I'll mop it while I'm here and she's gonna call the fkn landlord who never truly fixes the problem.
..........now I'm talking to you and I'm tripped out and pissed becayse my superviser is suppose to be here but isnt and I dont know where the fucking medical records clerk put my charts that I need to enter into the system.
Waaaaaaaaa save me Shoukami saaaaaaaaaave me
I hope I can get through this day. I have to wait for a damn email from them now or else I'm sitting here doing nothing because I got fucking paid already to be here ;_;
EDIT**** ENTERED FIVE MINUTES LATER
And you know what? I'm so sick and tired of the Diabetes nurse throwing crap at me. Look, I know I'm a nursing student, but that doesn't mean I can do YOUR fucking job. Yea I know HOW to do it more or less but FUCK who the fuck are you to throw a stack of shit on me and then resign because now you have a better paying job on a telemetry floor? FUCK YOU DM NURSE. FUCK YOU. You're lucky I wont fuck up your report (YOUR report. YOUR) and just pretend I'm too stupid to figure it out. But you know in the end you wont give a shit because you're gone already and I wouldn't dare because its important these numbers get in so our patients can keep getting care.
But really...first I do your fucking AUDIT WHICH IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE THAT INFO FUNDS US (you really shouldnt let a fucking SN do it, it needs to be done by an RN I would say thats why your numbers sucked but all in all I know you weren't doing what you were suppose to do. Diabetics need EDUCATION and thats YOUR job not the Doctors. Nurses give EDUCATION.) and now you leave me with your half ass work and your fuckinng report that needs to get done..
*sighs* I hope the next nurse is better but a part of me feels like she's going to be a retard.
Why am I so pessimistic?
I'm a big ass whimp. Yea big bad murse mojo nojo is a huuuuuge wimp. In fact the only reason I'm writing this entry is to soothe myself from the impending doom and gloom I feel right now. So today I'm here in the office. ALL ALONE. Which is the begining of my rant which will most likely be followed by a series of paranoid mutterings and hysteria.
So I get up after have a pretty bad bout of vertigo last night, its pretty much gone today save for the random moments of nausea which is to be expected. By the end of the day I should be 100% well though. Anway I get out of the car and notice everything is off. My driver sees that I can open the door and so drives off. So I get in and have to turn off the alarm. Thing is I know the code but I dont know what to press after that, whether its stay or off. I'm thinkig its stay. So I hit it and it goes quiet but then I notice that the little red light which you think would turn off stays on. I'm like "wierd I'm pretty sure I know the code" then BAAAAM!! The most horrendous ear raping noise fills the room and I swear I think i'm gonna be deaf. I dodge out of the office and I'm shaking pretty bad because this mornings I felt pretty weak and a little stressed out because of the nausea. So I'm trying to find the phone number I need, cant find it because its not fucking saved but luckly after much spazzing and pacing I see its in my history log. THANK SHOUKAMI! So I call get it sorted out, they tell me I have to talk to the popo (police) because THEY ARE COMING and I'm like "fuck police officers freak me out a bit" and that I have to wait awhile because I punched in the code so many times that it locked up on me. ;_; so I wait, popo comes, two of the most obnoxious officers ever joking and laughing about how I tried to crawl through the vent and now they were gonna drag me away. I force a fake laugh and try to be patient and not show them I'm pretty close to a nervous break down which involves a lot of screaming and throwing stuff like my giant heavy bag on my arm. Luckilly they go away eventually after giving me some sort of ticket for my boss. SO I get in this time, code works THANK GOD because I was suppose to press off and you know I dont know how I didnt think of that before, why did I keep pressing STAY. (WTF DOES STAY EVEN MEAN ON AN ALARM!?) So yaaay I get in call my boss again we have a good laugh about the popo and I'm like "GUESS WHAT! NOW I HAVE TO TRY TO GET THROUGH THE CLINIC DOOR!! ANOTHER CODE ANOTHER SET OF POPO COMING TO HAUL MY DUMB A&*& AWAY!" Hahaha well luckily the finance lady finally comes and she's a little wierded out because I didn't turn on the lights because I was too busy talking on the phone. She comes in and I'm like "HELLO!?!?!?!?" and she';s like "NO WORRIES ITS ME!" ahahah she must think I'm a trip xD so yea I do get through the clinic door.
Now its fucking creepy over here in the clinic. Always has been when you're alone. A lot of creepy sounds and people in the bar have really wierd morphed voices when they come through the wall. So I get in and I walk to my desk only to find that the whole back door is dripping MASSIVLY. Like water is just pouring down in like in some wierd old horror movie ;_; knowing me this is what I'm thinking "WAAAAAA THE DEVIL!!!!!!!" and yea so I call the boss again tell them about it and we decide I'll mop it while I'm here and she's gonna call the fkn landlord who never truly fixes the problem.
..........now I'm talking to you and I'm tripped out and pissed becayse my superviser is suppose to be here but isnt and I dont know where the fucking medical records clerk put my charts that I need to enter into the system.
Waaaaaaaaa save me Shoukami saaaaaaaaaave me
I hope I can get through this day. I have to wait for a damn email from them now or else I'm sitting here doing nothing because I got fucking paid already to be here ;_;
EDIT**** ENTERED FIVE MINUTES LATER
And you know what? I'm so sick and tired of the Diabetes nurse throwing crap at me. Look, I know I'm a nursing student, but that doesn't mean I can do YOUR fucking job. Yea I know HOW to do it more or less but FUCK who the fuck are you to throw a stack of shit on me and then resign because now you have a better paying job on a telemetry floor? FUCK YOU DM NURSE. FUCK YOU. You're lucky I wont fuck up your report (YOUR report. YOUR) and just pretend I'm too stupid to figure it out. But you know in the end you wont give a shit because you're gone already and I wouldn't dare because its important these numbers get in so our patients can keep getting care.
But really...first I do your fucking AUDIT WHICH IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE THAT INFO FUNDS US (you really shouldnt let a fucking SN do it, it needs to be done by an RN I would say thats why your numbers sucked but all in all I know you weren't doing what you were suppose to do. Diabetics need EDUCATION and thats YOUR job not the Doctors. Nurses give EDUCATION.) and now you leave me with your half ass work and your fuckinng report that needs to get done..
*sighs* I hope the next nurse is better but a part of me feels like she's going to be a retard.
Why am I so pessimistic?