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exactly a year ago i posted a friends-only entry that only said "I feel so weak"
i remember that day. and i remember posting that journal.
sometimes i think time passes in patterns.
i'm not sad today, but thinking back to last january 29th, it makes me sad that i was so sad on that day and so alone and apparently "weak".
and i'm glad that none of that is going on any longer.
i feel like i always try to be so optimistic about the whole thing. but yah know what? it really did suck and it's a shitty thing to go through alone at 15.
i don't always have to be strong. i need to allow myself to be weak sometimes.
i remember that day. and i remember posting that journal.
sometimes i think time passes in patterns.
i'm not sad today, but thinking back to last january 29th, it makes me sad that i was so sad on that day and so alone and apparently "weak".
and i'm glad that none of that is going on any longer.
i feel like i always try to be so optimistic about the whole thing. but yah know what? it really did suck and it's a shitty thing to go through alone at 15.
i don't always have to be strong. i need to allow myself to be weak sometimes.