Jul 11, 2004 00:27
This post may not make sense.
Everyone is so overconcerned about their future, always, it never ends. Now it may be about what to do with your life when you finally get control of the wheel and later on it may be about what to do for retirment so on and so forth. Everybody's always looking ahead, neglecting the fact that they live now. Does anyone really live for the day? I mean, it's all about i need to be ready for tomorrow. Yesterday you had to make sure you had something certain in your future, today, not to enjoy it, but to step once again to something more. Is there any resting? It seems people never see the days they live, only visions of what keeps them feeling safe. Does it make you feel good to have not a trace of uncertainty, to know exactly what you are getting and when you are getting it? How does it make you feel when you look back at all the things you did to get to where you are? How does it make you feel knowing that you always took one more risk, a leap, an advancment in your life? Now, how does it make you feel when you realized it all lead up to end? Would your life fill the pages of a book, did it have impact, was it well lived? Can you stand up in front of a dozen people and tell them you actually LIVED your life?
So maybe I'm a little uncertain about what comes after, but as long as today is worth it. I want to be able to sit down today and look at yesterday and remember what i did and remember the reasons behind my actions were for enjoyment or to make a difference. Not reason to make tomorrow a little easier, everything leads up to the end. Everybody has one, the result is the same. It is what that person did during their life. Glide through life like clean socks on a waxed floor and you are bound to fall unexpectedly.