2010.002
So yesterday I met up with friends from Uni. We went over Dotty & Kelvs and checked out 2 month old Izzy. It was so nice how hands-on those two are with the baby. Or maybe they have gotten over the awkward phase of not knowing what to do. Kelvs would just hold Izzy a lot (and he knows how to support her back/ neck and everything) and Dotty like, just breastfed her while we were talking XD
Its really nice to hang out with those friends, we could really talk about almost anything. First they were talking about baby-stuff, and then later at dinner we were gossiping about another friend who couldn't make it (Lol thats what happens when you don't go to gatherings and leave mysterious status messages in FB), politics, movies and ended up talking about modus operandi of people stealing stuff. IDK how we got there. and UGH, apparently one of them saw me on that TV news bit on like one of the Boys Over Flowers fan gathering thingy (I hate that News Editor so effing much), and apparently Niel told Maris about us watching The Singing Bee. FML :-/
I guess we can talk about anything but I still don't really want to talk about me. In retrospect they didn't really seem judging about my fandomming (although they really are unaware of the extent of this) as much as they were amused by it, and not really in a malicious way. I guess it was me who was judging myself more. Sigh.
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On way home Maris was driving and this Bus in front if us just MAJORLY swerved left. @_@ Three things:
1. THANK GOD WE WEREN'T FOLLOWING TOO CLOSE BEHIND
2. THANK GOD MARIS' BRAKES WORKED
3. THANK GOD NO ONE WAS FOLLOWING HER CAR TOO CLOSE BEHIND
We resumed chatting after a bit but I could feel the tension building up and I guess it affected me more than I thought. I'm just glad I ended up with the "OMG WHAT IF's" and "OMG MY HEART" and "THANK GOD BASICALLY THINGS WORKED LIKE THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO", than anything else.
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I need (more than want) to go back to Meditation again, I have so much thoughts I need cleaned out :c why does my schedule suck :cccc
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Also, me being emo about Super Show 2 in Beijing. I tweeted that I my ipod shuffle played "Blue Tomorrow" while on the bus and I've described that song as being about lovers on the verge of breaking up. The lyrics are beautiful, poetic and painful. Of course I immediately thought of the whole Geng issue. It made me sad.
Fast forward to SS2 fan reports and pics today. HEECHUL CRIED DURING SHINING STAR. HEECHUL FUCKING CRIED. HEECHUL DOESN'T FUCKING CRY. Only for Geng. I think.
And a;lkdjfadjflasjdfdj, The Killers concert was cancelled (postponed?) well the entire Asia leg of their tour was. I am so looking forward to Super Show 2 in Manila but like shit like that can still happen :c And of course no assurance that Gundal will be there. My Kangin (Kangteuk) fan chingu is getting all bratty and "I only want to see Kang and Teuk!" and I want to tell her, hell yeah I want to see Kangin too, and it would be fabulous if he makes his comeback in SS2 Manila, but right now i don't really expect to see him. I'm hoping. A lot. But I'm being realistic. I have to be.
Also, SuJu conquers Beijing without the ChinaMan. 'tis a bittersweet thought, To have done the concert in like Geng's hometown (or something) but him not being there. Bittersweet is really how I'd describe it. There is a feeling of accomplishment but (more than just a ) twinge of sadness that they did well but they are not complete :c
Also, I hope to see better fan pics soon bec WHUT IS UP WITH MI, his hair looks :c
Its really nice to hang out with those friends, we could really talk about almost anything. First they were talking about baby-stuff, and then later at dinner we were gossiping about another friend who couldn't make it (Lol thats what happens when you don't go to gatherings and leave mysterious status messages in FB), politics, movies and ended up talking about modus operandi of people stealing stuff. IDK how we got there. and UGH, apparently one of them saw me on that TV news bit on like one of the Boys Over Flowers fan gathering thingy (I hate that News Editor so effing much), and apparently Niel told Maris about us watching The Singing Bee. FML :-/
I guess we can talk about anything but I still don't really want to talk about me. In retrospect they didn't really seem judging about my fandomming (although they really are unaware of the extent of this) as much as they were amused by it, and not really in a malicious way. I guess it was me who was judging myself more. Sigh.
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On way home Maris was driving and this Bus in front if us just MAJORLY swerved left. @_@ Three things:
1. THANK GOD WE WEREN'T FOLLOWING TOO CLOSE BEHIND
2. THANK GOD MARIS' BRAKES WORKED
3. THANK GOD NO ONE WAS FOLLOWING HER CAR TOO CLOSE BEHIND
We resumed chatting after a bit but I could feel the tension building up and I guess it affected me more than I thought. I'm just glad I ended up with the "OMG WHAT IF's" and "OMG MY HEART" and "THANK GOD BASICALLY THINGS WORKED LIKE THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO", than anything else.
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I need (more than want) to go back to Meditation again, I have so much thoughts I need cleaned out :c why does my schedule suck :cccc
~
Also, me being emo about Super Show 2 in Beijing. I tweeted that I my ipod shuffle played "Blue Tomorrow" while on the bus and I've described that song as being about lovers on the verge of breaking up. The lyrics are beautiful, poetic and painful. Of course I immediately thought of the whole Geng issue. It made me sad.
Fast forward to SS2 fan reports and pics today. HEECHUL CRIED DURING SHINING STAR. HEECHUL FUCKING CRIED. HEECHUL DOESN'T FUCKING CRY. Only for Geng. I think.
And a;lkdjfadjflasjdfdj, The Killers concert was cancelled (postponed?) well the entire Asia leg of their tour was. I am so looking forward to Super Show 2 in Manila but like shit like that can still happen :c And of course no assurance that Gundal will be there. My Kangin (Kangteuk) fan chingu is getting all bratty and "I only want to see Kang and Teuk!" and I want to tell her, hell yeah I want to see Kangin too, and it would be fabulous if he makes his comeback in SS2 Manila, but right now i don't really expect to see him. I'm hoping. A lot. But I'm being realistic. I have to be.
Also, SuJu conquers Beijing without the ChinaMan. 'tis a bittersweet thought, To have done the concert in like Geng's hometown (or something) but him not being there. Bittersweet is really how I'd describe it. There is a feeling of accomplishment but (more than just a ) twinge of sadness that they did well but they are not complete :c
Also, I hope to see better fan pics soon bec WHUT IS UP WITH MI, his hair looks :c