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I feel like I should be posting something, but what I don't know. I've been more distracted lately and we're not sure if it's the medication or a symptom of my disorder. What ever it is it feels like freaking a.d.d.
My therapist says when my brain gets going like that I need to take a moment to focus on what I'm doing and where I'm at. To put my brain back in the same space/moment as my body. It is not easy. Also, I'm not to multi-task anymore and for gods sakes, read only one book at a time, not the three or four I currently have going. Apparently I've just been egging myself on in the distraction sweepstakes. Eh, what can you do
I have been managing the daily writing prompts. Nothing substantial has come of them again, but I am at least writing for 10 minuets a day. I have a whole back story and for Joe and Marcus, but nothing in a coherent narrative.
I downloaded a novel that used to be a fanfic the other day (not twilight! a Steve/Chris/Jensen thing) and it got me thinking about the Handprint on my heart universe I've got. It could totally be re-worked into an original thing very easy. Hell, mostly I wanna write the next story. It's only been what, two years? I know exactly what's gonna happen too. Jensen finds them and has drama, Steve's empathy freaks the fuck out and has drama, Chris sees the future and is all chill about it with no drama. They end with a tentative start to a poly relationship.
Well, now I don't have to write it do I? lol
Hey, do you remember this? I was feeling all nostalgic from reading the fic and remembered this little bit. I wish it woulda gotten more episodes, tho now it makes me wanna watch John Wick.
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My therapist says when my brain gets going like that I need to take a moment to focus on what I'm doing and where I'm at. To put my brain back in the same space/moment as my body. It is not easy. Also, I'm not to multi-task anymore and for gods sakes, read only one book at a time, not the three or four I currently have going. Apparently I've just been egging myself on in the distraction sweepstakes. Eh, what can you do
I have been managing the daily writing prompts. Nothing substantial has come of them again, but I am at least writing for 10 minuets a day. I have a whole back story and for Joe and Marcus, but nothing in a coherent narrative.
I downloaded a novel that used to be a fanfic the other day (not twilight! a Steve/Chris/Jensen thing) and it got me thinking about the Handprint on my heart universe I've got. It could totally be re-worked into an original thing very easy. Hell, mostly I wanna write the next story. It's only been what, two years? I know exactly what's gonna happen too. Jensen finds them and has drama, Steve's empathy freaks the fuck out and has drama, Chris sees the future and is all chill about it with no drama. They end with a tentative start to a poly relationship.
Well, now I don't have to write it do I? lol
Hey, do you remember this? I was feeling all nostalgic from reading the fic and remembered this little bit. I wish it woulda gotten more episodes, tho now it makes me wanna watch John Wick.
This entry was originally posted at http://ranua.dreamwidth.org/176253.html. Please comment there using OpenID.