Worthless
I keep saying to myself "I hate my life". "This isn't my life".
What I've been missing for 4.5 years now is pride in the work that I do and in who I am as a person.
Mindful walking.
EDIT: At least I ran 3 mi. I mean, I had to stop in the middle, but at least I did it.
Went to Paul's for dinner on Saturday and hung out with the boys. Sunday, helped run the Valentines' tournament and had a board meeting. Mark is back and now I fly out to SF.
Move through the moment
Though it betrays
transformations
Jackals and flames
If I knew now what I knew then
Just give me more time I hope and pray
I mistake all you say
The seeds of the dandelion you blow away