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I'm so glad that it's summer. The last week was great. I went home to get my car and visit everyone, I even got a sun tan so I'm not so ghostly anymore! I love Wenatchee believe it or not and I really miss it. I realized that I may never be there for more than a week for the rest of my life and that makes me really sad. I don't hate living in Tacoma but I love Wenatchee, that's where I belong. I don't really have any friends in Tacoma and I don't do anything but work and go to school. I mean I'm glad I'll have money and an education but I just feel out of place here. I'm starting to stay to myself again and I hate that I can't communicate with people but I can't force myself to change. Things are going well right now, but I'm just not all that happy. Things with Chris are great and I've enjoyed staying at his house these couple of days between moving but I'm still kinda depressed. I know I have more than a lot of people and I'm greatful for that, I just hate who I am and hate feeling alone for most of the day.