May 11, 2005 05:56
assuming that the school laptop will be retarted , ill just start by saying its 8:18 AM.
and im completely fucking tired..
i feel like i am going to collapse, my eyes feel so heavy and tired..grr
it was so funny. when i got up, i was in front of my mirror for like 10 minutes just trying to get my contact lenses in, because i was so tired, my eyes wouldnt stay open long enough, and i didnt want to wear my glasses because i have to go somewhere afterschool, and i look retarted.. so once i got got the left one in, and went for the right, i put it in INSIDE OUT . and walked around getting dressed for like another 10 minutes like that. i went to pour apple juice and somehow took like, vinigar or oil or something, and put it in a glass.
it was then i realized i couldnt see well out of my right eye, that it was irritating me, my mouth tasted disgusting, and i was tired as crap. so i took it BACK out, put it in solution, put it in the right way, straightened my hair, forgot about my applejuice, put on some makeup, and went to school a wreck.
i didnt have to take the bus this morning because my mom was off work today (( miracle )), but i ended up falling asleep in the car. leaving my contacts dry on my eyes again.
seriously , i need to sleep, or surrendor to glasses...
which i need new ones of either way.
im so hungry right now. like my stomache sounds like it has a microphone up to it growling in hunger pains.
grrrr. im so random right now. Ms O'Connel is showing us slug snail and octopus stomaches. this is a disgusting class.hahah she just said " look at the colors, its really beautiful . except some carry different poisens, but look at them! all different shapes! this is so fascinating "
.... i kid you not. she gets excited about things like that. well i guess you have to when your career is teaching sleep deprived teens who stray on laptops instead of caring,all of the wonders of our earth and the life on it..what a rewarding profession. *rolls eyes*
maybe im just being mean. idk.
anyhow. Next pd is band, and i dont feel like playing.. ive been playing flute so much lately and its not that i mind. but i have a huge fucking ulsor now because i bit the side of my mouth super hard...
and those things hurt.... SOOOOOO BADDDD.... and playing for long periods of time doesnt help.
ahh my mouth hurts =(
Also, i have dance tonight. and a competition coming up.
my foot hurts really bad because ive been wearing high heels so often because of juries and performances.
jesus, i am seriously just a wreck.
a wrecked insomniac girl, bored of school and in love with a boy who is always a great physical distance apart when she needs him the most.
I love you julian, you're texting me alot right now and im smiling like an idiot, hahahaha
Biology - - a class to write in Livejournal, and get text messages from your boyfriend.
Who cares about amphineura, Bivvsls, poly placophora , and all that creepy stuff??
not me.
ok this kid behind me's phone keeps going off. this is seriously like the 6th time, and it blasts rap in my ear.
ugghhh i hate people sometimes.
i feel like listening to Ben Folds Five. really bad right now.
Julian just text me that he is " the luckiest "
how ironic is that!?? i was just thinking of hte song " the luckiest " by b.f.5.
haha
whatever ,im hallusinating now.
i need sleep
PEACE