May 03, 2005 21:48
OK
im so relieved right now . today i had to perform my music jury in front of freaking EVERYONE and 8 of the
music teachers judging and grading me. i was so nervous, seriously, i thought for sure i was going to
either :
a: throw up
b: pass out
c: cry
d: or all of the above.
BUT. i didnt.
my day started out scarey though. the minute i got on campus ( WEARING AN EFFING SKIRT, BLACK SPIKE HEELS, AND AN ARGILE SWEATER VEST ) ** yeah all my friends called me ' the perfect school girl ' lol
my strap on my heel broke
like
instantly
and i was like
OH
MY GOD IM GONNA DIE !! i went to biology with a broken shoe, me & britni tried stapeling it. didnt work.
safety pin? too tacky.
finaly my mom was righteous and brought me new heels.
then.. 2nd pd. Music jury hour.
i was really shaky and i didnt think i had a good tone quality, but then i just did it.
everyone said i did really really well, like the best ive ever done at jury, so i hope my grade reflects that.
when i walked out of the room, JULIAN was there. he freaking drove to booker to see me, he gave me a rose and a poem he wrote on paper that he burned the edges.
I was so suprised to see him, like, my heart skipped beats. he paints my world so vibrantly, i love him more than anything ever.
i am seriously THE LUCKIEST girl ever. EVER
I love him so much.
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mr perrine & o hara & all them were like " OMG YOU DID AN INCERDIBLE JOB!"
& I was just like " ok i think i did okay, not incredible . are you serious ?" haha
uh but yeah
then tonight i had to go to school at the theatre for more music juries, and will do the same tomrow during 2nd, and tomorow night.
good luck to everyone else who has yet to perform theirs, you'll do awesome.
anyway, yeah. that was my day, condensed & leaving out details id rather not mention.
i love you julian, i miss you so much baby
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