fall to pieces

[rankida]

I don't know if those lyrics are right, but oh well...that songs kind of a good description of how I'm feeling right now....life has become confusing....I used to feel pretty together....now, there's a lot of things I want to change in me....I want the air cleared from relationships.... I want a break from school...I'm bombarded w/hwk and I've got 2 job interviews - today at Mervyns and tomorrow at Old Navy....then Saturday's Prom, and I'm looking forward to it....but I'm anxious....about a lot of things....not just if my dress will get done and fit how I want it to, but about makeup and hair....and pictures....

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you
I don't wanna talk about it
and I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
cause I'm in love with you

wanna know how you feel
wanna know if it's real
I wanna know everything, everything

I gotta go...almost time to leave for the interview....