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[ranka_raen]

Has anyone just wondered why they feel like they can never really feel good? Why they have a pain here or there and why they try so hard to feel good they still don't?

One day, I'd like to wake up feeling rested and feel good.. I have a headache right now that is through my head, along my neck to the back of my ears and into my back. I just want to

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[_nire_]

I dont want to make excuses for people or your friends. But I think the drifting apart thing is something that happens once you become an adult. Everyone has thier own lives to live. People work, people have relationships, responsibilities. You know. Everyday life. It's not as easy and open as it used to be when we were in school. I feel its okay if I dont see or talk to my friends every couple of days. I understand that they are just as busy as I am. Thats why we do girls nights once or twice a month. I feel when we do this, we actaully have a better friendship going, because there is no time for drama or reason for it. I dont see doing this as a bad thing either. Maybe if you want to spend more time with them or feel there's something off between you and them, you should just jump out and say how you are feeling and get thier side of the story. People that arent willing to support you or show interest, are people that you should just let go and not bother with.

I dont know Korea has given me alot of time to think about friendships. I never realized I had so many that didnt really matter to me or myself to them. It's slightly refreshing not having to worry about that drama anymore.

[ranka_raen]

I know its something that happens and thats what I was getting at. The fact that the three of us were able to pick up where we left off is how its supposed to go.. but the friends I thought were like that are the ones that are at the ones that come and go. It was disappointing but good at the sametime.