Is there some sort of twisted beauty in pain?
I hope so, cause I'm not sure why I keep doing this to myself.
I believe I'm torturing myself actually.
It's like a car crash, I don't want to keep looking, but I do. I keep reading old things that remind me of other things, and then just crying for about oh..3 hours.
I feel like shit today.
..I've felt like shit all day.
I'm not cuming out of math, I got one (1) day excused out of the six I had stuff for. Awesome.
I had a peice of gum a few minutes ago and felt fat.
Like I said. Is there some sort of twisted beauty in pain..?
..maybe I should just stop torturing myself..
Maybe it's all true, no one really loves me.
That's beauty for ya.
I believe I'm torturing myself actually.
It's like a car crash, I don't want to keep looking, but I do. I keep reading old things that remind me of other things, and then just crying for about oh..3 hours.
I feel like shit today.
..I've felt like shit all day.
I'm not cuming out of math, I got one (1) day excused out of the six I had stuff for. Awesome.
I had a peice of gum a few minutes ago and felt fat.
Like I said. Is there some sort of twisted beauty in pain..?
..maybe I should just stop torturing myself..
Maybe it's all true, no one really loves me.
That's beauty for ya.