Some good news
Ok, i think i finally have a good graps on everything, or atleast enough of one to be happy and content. I've been thinking way to much lately and i think that got me into trouble as well as just simply trying to hard. I never realized that if you just kinda sit back for a lil bit that things will usually clear up or atleast become slightly more clear enough for you to see whats going on. Quick decisions never work either. If you dont take enough time to really evaluate a situation then your going to screw it up, which is what i did, but its ok now. I've stepped back and took a long hard look at what im doing and what i have been doing, and wow, i was jacked up. But thats ok, because its good now. I'm in no rush, i dont exspect anything, and im just going to ride the rest of the summer out. Things will all fall into place or atleast where they are supposed to be. And I'm ok with that