Loss.......
I had to handle a situation last night that reminded me of my mortality. I saw something happen right in front of me that I wish I never had to see again.
Life is such a precious thing that can be taken away in a fraction of a second.
I failed at something that I should have been able to handle.
I had become so proud of who I was and I let my pride get to me. I felt invincible. I felt that I would never fail at anything that was placed before me......I was wrong. I hesitated and I have now paid the price for it. Just one more nightmare to add to the list that I already have.
I know that at least one person still reads this, but in case others do, please know that I have the greatest love for you. I'm sorry I failed you as well.
Remember me when things were better and not for the horror that I am believed to be now. I was a good man once. Remember that.
What happened reminded me of all that I have lost and that the legacy I have left behind is not really a fantastic one. So please remember the better times with me. I know there were better times.
Life is such a precious thing that can be taken away in a fraction of a second.
I failed at something that I should have been able to handle.
I had become so proud of who I was and I let my pride get to me. I felt invincible. I felt that I would never fail at anything that was placed before me......I was wrong. I hesitated and I have now paid the price for it. Just one more nightmare to add to the list that I already have.
I know that at least one person still reads this, but in case others do, please know that I have the greatest love for you. I'm sorry I failed you as well.
Remember me when things were better and not for the horror that I am believed to be now. I was a good man once. Remember that.
What happened reminded me of all that I have lost and that the legacy I have left behind is not really a fantastic one. So please remember the better times with me. I know there were better times.