Might've been..

[raneita]

Hope inside a bottle..
Contained by a cork of rage..
Capturing false happiness..
Miserable inside a cage.

Lies pour from your memory..
Trust shattered in pain..
To think I once had loved you..
And you broke me down again..

Look me in the eyes..
Tell me it wasn't real.
Show me how to die..
So I forget how to feel.

Your best interest..
Is my worst concern..
I'll keep on denying..
Praying that you'll learn..

That pain, that moment..
Where you told me to go..
Stopping the future..
Of what we hoped we'd know..

But we won't know..not now..
Never again will I trust you.
Because you said it once sincerely..
The second time you might too.

Then it ends up, I'm wrong..
Because I had faith in us..
Faith in you..to keep us strong..
Now I'm looking at what was..

No matter what I write..
It changes none of you..
It flies by your sight..
What's a girl to do?

Believe you're not real..
You're just this bad dream..
That's tormenting my heart..
That's making me scream..

Get out of my thoughts..
Get out of my life..
Quit promising me love..
Quit digging the knife..

You've said it before..
Now it's said once again..
I can't keep running back..
Can't let myself bend..

Just live on without me..
You'll forget who I am..
I'm just too generic..
Like you give a damn..

You'll find something more..
Something great, something pure..
And I hope you don't realize..
What you had before..

Because I won't be here..
I won't chase the wind..
Because I'm done thinking of you..
Through with your...pretend..

Danielle G©

P.S. I wrote this for you, Nikki and your current situation with that fucking asshole.

Love you. =D

~D~