The biggest inspiration I have
Hello to almost all of my dearest loves.
I have felt so bad - like I have abandoned you all. Just know that I have not. My life has been far to busy for any one person to handle. And, although I can barely understand the concept it is going to get much worse in 2 weeks. My summer student (as much as she made lots of mistakes she was still quite helpful) will be leaving, we have a hiring freeze on so I will be back to doing 2 jobs and again school starts for me on September 10th. My job is taking me more and more into the field and I am trying to figure out how to balance it all.
I will try to get back to posting here instead of on facebook because really - although you are all there giving me love, I feel like it is...colder than this. I hope you understand what I mean. I feel like I can connect with you all deeper level with this media than the other.
Just know that even if I am not posting regularily I am still carrying you all in my heart. You are my inspiration to go on and I wont forget that. I wil take your love and support and do great things in this world with it. Ironically, I am using your love and support by caring for others and their safety as well as our environment. It is a hard job but when I go out to the sites and see these guys go home to their kids every day and then relize that the work that I am doing is helping to preserve a future for their kids as well...it makes it worth it to me to sacrifice my time here for them and makes me thankful to god that he gave me this life.
Know that I love you all dearly and it is because of you that I get up in the morning. You are my greatest inspiration.
Always yours,
Sam
I have felt so bad - like I have abandoned you all. Just know that I have not. My life has been far to busy for any one person to handle. And, although I can barely understand the concept it is going to get much worse in 2 weeks. My summer student (as much as she made lots of mistakes she was still quite helpful) will be leaving, we have a hiring freeze on so I will be back to doing 2 jobs and again school starts for me on September 10th. My job is taking me more and more into the field and I am trying to figure out how to balance it all.
I will try to get back to posting here instead of on facebook because really - although you are all there giving me love, I feel like it is...colder than this. I hope you understand what I mean. I feel like I can connect with you all deeper level with this media than the other.
Just know that even if I am not posting regularily I am still carrying you all in my heart. You are my inspiration to go on and I wont forget that. I wil take your love and support and do great things in this world with it. Ironically, I am using your love and support by caring for others and their safety as well as our environment. It is a hard job but when I go out to the sites and see these guys go home to their kids every day and then relize that the work that I am doing is helping to preserve a future for their kids as well...it makes it worth it to me to sacrifice my time here for them and makes me thankful to god that he gave me this life.
Know that I love you all dearly and it is because of you that I get up in the morning. You are my greatest inspiration.
Always yours,
Sam