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i am fucking miserable. emotionally, physically, EVERYTHING. i am FUCKING m-i-s-e-r-a-b-l-e. i am soooo sick right now. my allergies are going crazy. they have been actually. for the past two or three months now EVERY single day my ears have been ringing. it drives me crazy. half the time i can't sleep at night because of it. i went to the doctor
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but i'm still here for you jordan.
and i know how you feel.
i'm the exact same right now.
i can't seem to care about anything at all.
i don't even go to school half the time.
i may fail.
i don't do anything. i don't go anywhere.
i only see derek.
i have no friends really.
everything is so different. like i told you the other night.
but you know what?
it doesnt bother me.
it used to, but now.. i don't care.
and as for having no money.. i know the feeling.
right now. my mom has like $2 in the bank account. literally.
life is screwed up right now.
but... i just keep strong.
i dont know why. i dont know how.
i guess its just hope that it will soon change.
because eventually things have to get better.
but anyways.
what i'm saying is, you're not along jordan.
i may not be there with you in texas. but i am here for you in louisiana.
i'm always here to talk to if you need.
because i know exactly what you're going through. and i don't know if i'll make it any better.. but i know for me, just talking to someone who understands helps.
there is always something/someway to make things better.
you've just gotta figure it out.
and then you've got to do it.
i love you jordan.
a whole lot.
and i'd do anything for you.
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i loved the summer with you.
it was amazine.
this summer.
i will hang out with you.
somehow.
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