The End
So the ex-dude called me back today after I called to get my stuff back. We had a long, nice conversation. Turns out my "friend" sorta blew things out of proportion, and misinterpreted him. I am still totally mad at her though. She had no right to be such a cold bitch.
We have decided to just be friends. He just isn't ready to have a relationship since he got divorced. I guess I can understand. I have to. It was the whole its not you its me thing. But that is actually the truth. We discussed how it is really not a matter of liking each other it is just that the timing is really bad and it is. I know that school/career stuff is the most important thing in my life right now. I feel that I can truly be really successful in life. Sucks for him that he wont be around to share it with me, haha.
So, we are friends. I appreciate that he talked with me about all this, I feel much better. Not completely better, but at least its something. I couldn't let it end in anger. We plan on hanging out sometime in the near future and I will probably have to wear a sweatsuit and a chastity belt, because we are still really physically attracted to each other.
"We will be friends for now Jacque, and maybe it can turn into something more eventually, but right now I can't do it." Unfortunetly, I only have about four or five more months before I fly the coop, so I guess friends we must remain.
I am having trouble studying tonight due to all this drama. I am going to have to pull an all nighter I do think. Sucks.
It was saddest when he said, "I like you, I totally dig you, and if this were at any other time, I would be the luckiest guy in the world."
I believe him.
We have decided to just be friends. He just isn't ready to have a relationship since he got divorced. I guess I can understand. I have to. It was the whole its not you its me thing. But that is actually the truth. We discussed how it is really not a matter of liking each other it is just that the timing is really bad and it is. I know that school/career stuff is the most important thing in my life right now. I feel that I can truly be really successful in life. Sucks for him that he wont be around to share it with me, haha.
So, we are friends. I appreciate that he talked with me about all this, I feel much better. Not completely better, but at least its something. I couldn't let it end in anger. We plan on hanging out sometime in the near future and I will probably have to wear a sweatsuit and a chastity belt, because we are still really physically attracted to each other.
"We will be friends for now Jacque, and maybe it can turn into something more eventually, but right now I can't do it." Unfortunetly, I only have about four or five more months before I fly the coop, so I guess friends we must remain.
I am having trouble studying tonight due to all this drama. I am going to have to pull an all nighter I do think. Sucks.
It was saddest when he said, "I like you, I totally dig you, and if this were at any other time, I would be the luckiest guy in the world."
I believe him.