Mar 30, 2006 22:48
how i feel like all of my friends who i used to consider my best friends and who i used to say id love to death all hate me or think im an asshole when i all i want is to make things better and be friends.
but you know what (chris, eric, hell even lauren, scott every day youre farther from me and i get more of the cold shoulder than ever, and fuck theres more) but hell im done trying to be your friends. im not gonna do it cause its not worth it. for some reason im the asshole. fuck that, fuck you. all i try to do is the right thing, and well a lot of you straight up burned me and now you hate me. then some of you just stop talkin to me and act like you never knew me. im done tryin to rehash memories and rekindle old relationships. this is me moving on and saying get fucked. and i dont care anymore, not that you do anyway.
look out, sketchy man on the loose.
fuck you guys.
i heard something tonight that i liked.
"when youve done something right, people wont know youve done anything at all."
hell i loved you guys like my family.
but i guess i gotta stop killin myself.