Sandy's excuses to not go to club house on week ends (nights)
Well, I'm here to make tons of excuses, and express my every thought about the people there. I am not saying the people who go there like the arcade three, but more like the people who go there who are my friends. By saying this, I am degrading myself to no less than the people I loath most. In this entry I really won't care who gets hurt because in the end everyone gets hurt anyways. And also the sentence I just wrote before this is a warning so if you get mad at me, it's your own god damn fault for reading, and i warned you too. If you do get mad, then you should go fuck yourself in the anus cause I already warned YOU, YOU FUCKER.
#1. I would like to express my train of thought by just saying, MY FRIEND WHO IS READING THIS, and GOES TO THE CH EVERY WEEK THAT GOES TO MY SCHOOL, THAT IS NOT THE ARCADE THREE( DON'T GO TO MY SCHOOL ANYWAYS). Well all I wanna say is that people you think are drama queens are not necesarily the people who are. Because #1, you may tell me that they are through your personal expiriences, but not through mine. You can't change what i think of them, but you could change my point of view of who you really are.
#2. You guys as in the "friends" are to harsh in critiquing people. I may be harsh, but at least keep it to yourself. Little mistakes add up, but you don't have to poke the cut on a persons hand, in other cases bruises on a person's arm. (lol inside joke, i think) The only time you should bring those little mistakes out is when they offend you, but hurting you in some way or form (mentally). In my case, Brian hurts me mentally so i full on attack him. Kate hurts me mentally, so i attack her too. And then disasociate myself from them. They have no problem, and i have no problem.(yes, i am encouraging "an eye for and eye, a tooth for a tooth" cause no really does the "if you hurt them they will hurt you back and when will it end" theory) If you really don't care what your friends think of you then you know what? Don't even bother being friends with them cause you don't care. So if you hurt their feelings... your "sorries" are just something you say and don't mean.
#3. Some days I just wanna cry just because everyone is mad at each other. There's a cold war in the middle of the club house. You know some people are right, club house isn't the problem. But you know what? They(a generalized group of people consisting of 4 or more) are. The people there are the problem. What club house tradition? There was never a fucking tradition in club house, and by having one, you just ruined the entire point of club house. To me club house is a spontaneous place. Random, Interesting things happen there. Fucking Tradition. What ever the hell it is. There are so many that there no fucking point to it anymore.
#4. NO ONE is ever there... not talking about friends, it gets lonely sometimes when friends are there(half the time i disasociate myself), but actually arcade people aren't there. The fact that the same people keeps going fucking bugs me. I like them, but they judge by appearances, you could deny but i can name many instances. I mean I can name a list of people from the front of my hands to the back of my arm who goes to the arcade frequently. ( would not use back of hands cause i don't really see the back of my hands much unless i'm typing which is like occasionally). I don't even care if those people go anymore, but the thing is, they get old. Not as in worn out, but they get boring cause all they bring up is the issues. (Like I'm doing Right Now)(hint hint wink wink this means i'm a hypocrite-->everyone is, and i don't know of a person who'd deny it cept for kate cause she's special). No one really resolves the problem either cause they think that problems would work out over time. Time my fucking ass. You people should get off your lazy butt and solve the god damn problem cause no problems aren't going to solve itself no matter how long you wait for it too. Also every heard of "once a boat passes by and leaves, you may never get that boat again"? It means that pretty much grasp your chance and if time passes to long you may not mend it. Do i have to even explain, it's so goddamn chinese philosophy. Anyways, no one does that anymore, so fuck it. Anyways back to point my "friends" are driving arcade people away. "Friends" you may not think this, but you guys are fucking arrogant asses. You may be friendly to new comers but when you get to know them, and they have flaws that you think of as terrible, remember, you do the fucking same thing. Also keep in mind you are no better than them just by saying things behind their backs. You bucha dumb asses.
#5. I wrote this entry cause i know i could get away with it, and i know you guys won't be mad at me. And if you do get mad at me, then well too bad. (It's saying something) You see I do mind what people think of me sometimes, but when it comes to living a life i have to regret, well, then i choose the life i don't regret over people's opinions. If I don't write this entry I know I would regret it. Yes, words hurt, and i'd say that's bad. But someone over reacting because someone did something stupid is just fucked up.
#6. Why did i write this entry know that it would be hypocriticle of me?
I don't know what to say. I wanna say, I don't over react to the point where someone hates me. (notice the word hate, not annoyed cause they are completely to diffrent things)
#7. You guys don't really know how to treat friends as friends. You treat them like dirt and then you trie to mend them. It's not even dirt you treat them below dirt and then you try to fix it. Sometimes you don't even try. For something like that, you don't deserve their forgiveness. On a lot of occasions you leave me out in your god damn conversations. You think it's great I don't have to deal with it, but you know what? You act just like my elementary school "friends". I use to define friends as someone who cares for you. But sometime you just don't care enough. You may have met me for a while or for a short amount of time, but I would say you know some people who are complete strangers to you more than you know me. Sometimes you wonder why a person is so mad at you for no reason. Well then you suck as a person cause you are not sensitive enough as a girl to understand that they are hurt by your words or action. (I know you are either laughing at this entry right now, or regreting) If you are laughing, then well, i have nothing to say, but you never really took me seriously. You know that I could be seriouse, but you couldn't be smart enough to figure it out now disapoints me. I guess the entire entry is about me, or it might just be the fact that I can't handle none of the arcade people exist anymore. Sure, a lot of them came today, but you can' guarantee they would come here like they use too. Sure it's summer, and well spring they may have had work, but half the time, you do realize people don't go to the Club House, because of your(incorperates more than 3 persons or 4) judgemental thoughts about them.
#8. I don't hate you as friends, but as DDR friends/ buddies you suck ass.
#9. You know what? I hate the quote "If you can't say something nice don't bother saying anything at all..." Who's the fucker who wrote that anyways? The only thing it's usefull for is to render people speechless, and make then regret shit. But if I say it, it's like me saying an oximoron. christ. --> this ties back to one of the things i said. It wasn't suppose to be an oximoron.
I'm too tired to list more stuff right now, i wanna sleep. It's been a long day. it's gonna be 3 in the morning by the time i go to sleep cause i have to turn off this god damn thing( i.e. compy) and it takes a long time... god. Stupid thing! Anyways, I will name more reasons later on maybe tommorow or most likely never. Well... odios?
p.s.
will go during the morning cause less depressing and the sun is out, although sometimes, being there is like watching a dull movie in the morning...and most likely see people i wanna see, and not see people i don't wanna see... with offense to it.
#1. I would like to express my train of thought by just saying, MY FRIEND WHO IS READING THIS, and GOES TO THE CH EVERY WEEK THAT GOES TO MY SCHOOL, THAT IS NOT THE ARCADE THREE( DON'T GO TO MY SCHOOL ANYWAYS). Well all I wanna say is that people you think are drama queens are not necesarily the people who are. Because #1, you may tell me that they are through your personal expiriences, but not through mine. You can't change what i think of them, but you could change my point of view of who you really are.
#2. You guys as in the "friends" are to harsh in critiquing people. I may be harsh, but at least keep it to yourself. Little mistakes add up, but you don't have to poke the cut on a persons hand, in other cases bruises on a person's arm. (lol inside joke, i think) The only time you should bring those little mistakes out is when they offend you, but hurting you in some way or form (mentally). In my case, Brian hurts me mentally so i full on attack him. Kate hurts me mentally, so i attack her too. And then disasociate myself from them. They have no problem, and i have no problem.(yes, i am encouraging "an eye for and eye, a tooth for a tooth" cause no really does the "if you hurt them they will hurt you back and when will it end" theory) If you really don't care what your friends think of you then you know what? Don't even bother being friends with them cause you don't care. So if you hurt their feelings... your "sorries" are just something you say and don't mean.
#3. Some days I just wanna cry just because everyone is mad at each other. There's a cold war in the middle of the club house. You know some people are right, club house isn't the problem. But you know what? They(a generalized group of people consisting of 4 or more) are. The people there are the problem. What club house tradition? There was never a fucking tradition in club house, and by having one, you just ruined the entire point of club house. To me club house is a spontaneous place. Random, Interesting things happen there. Fucking Tradition. What ever the hell it is. There are so many that there no fucking point to it anymore.
#4. NO ONE is ever there... not talking about friends, it gets lonely sometimes when friends are there(half the time i disasociate myself), but actually arcade people aren't there. The fact that the same people keeps going fucking bugs me. I like them, but they judge by appearances, you could deny but i can name many instances. I mean I can name a list of people from the front of my hands to the back of my arm who goes to the arcade frequently. ( would not use back of hands cause i don't really see the back of my hands much unless i'm typing which is like occasionally). I don't even care if those people go anymore, but the thing is, they get old. Not as in worn out, but they get boring cause all they bring up is the issues. (Like I'm doing Right Now)(hint hint wink wink this means i'm a hypocrite-->everyone is, and i don't know of a person who'd deny it cept for kate cause she's special). No one really resolves the problem either cause they think that problems would work out over time. Time my fucking ass. You people should get off your lazy butt and solve the god damn problem cause no problems aren't going to solve itself no matter how long you wait for it too. Also every heard of "once a boat passes by and leaves, you may never get that boat again"? It means that pretty much grasp your chance and if time passes to long you may not mend it. Do i have to even explain, it's so goddamn chinese philosophy. Anyways, no one does that anymore, so fuck it. Anyways back to point my "friends" are driving arcade people away. "Friends" you may not think this, but you guys are fucking arrogant asses. You may be friendly to new comers but when you get to know them, and they have flaws that you think of as terrible, remember, you do the fucking same thing. Also keep in mind you are no better than them just by saying things behind their backs. You bucha dumb asses.
#5. I wrote this entry cause i know i could get away with it, and i know you guys won't be mad at me. And if you do get mad at me, then well too bad. (It's saying something) You see I do mind what people think of me sometimes, but when it comes to living a life i have to regret, well, then i choose the life i don't regret over people's opinions. If I don't write this entry I know I would regret it. Yes, words hurt, and i'd say that's bad. But someone over reacting because someone did something stupid is just fucked up.
#6. Why did i write this entry know that it would be hypocriticle of me?
I don't know what to say. I wanna say, I don't over react to the point where someone hates me. (notice the word hate, not annoyed cause they are completely to diffrent things)
#7. You guys don't really know how to treat friends as friends. You treat them like dirt and then you trie to mend them. It's not even dirt you treat them below dirt and then you try to fix it. Sometimes you don't even try. For something like that, you don't deserve their forgiveness. On a lot of occasions you leave me out in your god damn conversations. You think it's great I don't have to deal with it, but you know what? You act just like my elementary school "friends". I use to define friends as someone who cares for you. But sometime you just don't care enough. You may have met me for a while or for a short amount of time, but I would say you know some people who are complete strangers to you more than you know me. Sometimes you wonder why a person is so mad at you for no reason. Well then you suck as a person cause you are not sensitive enough as a girl to understand that they are hurt by your words or action. (I know you are either laughing at this entry right now, or regreting) If you are laughing, then well, i have nothing to say, but you never really took me seriously. You know that I could be seriouse, but you couldn't be smart enough to figure it out now disapoints me. I guess the entire entry is about me, or it might just be the fact that I can't handle none of the arcade people exist anymore. Sure, a lot of them came today, but you can' guarantee they would come here like they use too. Sure it's summer, and well spring they may have had work, but half the time, you do realize people don't go to the Club House, because of your(incorperates more than 3 persons or 4) judgemental thoughts about them.
#8. I don't hate you as friends, but as DDR friends/ buddies you suck ass.
#9. You know what? I hate the quote "If you can't say something nice don't bother saying anything at all..." Who's the fucker who wrote that anyways? The only thing it's usefull for is to render people speechless, and make then regret shit. But if I say it, it's like me saying an oximoron. christ. --> this ties back to one of the things i said. It wasn't suppose to be an oximoron.
I'm too tired to list more stuff right now, i wanna sleep. It's been a long day. it's gonna be 3 in the morning by the time i go to sleep cause i have to turn off this god damn thing( i.e. compy) and it takes a long time... god. Stupid thing! Anyways, I will name more reasons later on maybe tommorow or most likely never. Well... odios?
p.s.
will go during the morning cause less depressing and the sun is out, although sometimes, being there is like watching a dull movie in the morning...and most likely see people i wanna see, and not see people i don't wanna see... with offense to it.