hey all
hey all! man, this week has been so boring! we had a snow day yesterday. but, it wasnt as great as i thought it would be. i wasnt able to go back to bed, cause i had to shovel the driveway at 6:30 in the morning. my shoulder hurts so bad. i had fun on tuesday though. i got to go to rosemarys and see her new puppy skidz. he is so cute!!!! he even left some of him with me. he went outside and pooped, then he decided he was going to wipe his butt on my shirt. eewww! but, he didnt do it on purpose so it doesnt really bother me. i think that he is so cute! on sunday i got so pissed at my aunt dawn! dad made us breakfast, and he brought my plate to me( without me asking cause i didnt even know breakfast was done), and aunt dawn goes why do you bring her her plate.? and he goes cause i spoil her rotten. so aunt dawn decides she is going to say "thats why she walks all over you like dirt". that pissed me off so bad. i told her "whatever" and i just continued to eat my breakfast. but, it hurt me so bad, i started to cry. later she tells me that she is sorry, and that it just makes her mad that dad does so much for me, like bring me my breakfast, sometimes i will ask him to get me a diet coke, and just other little things. but, told her that it was fine, but i said it with an attitude, so she goes no its not you're still pissed at me. so i told her damn right i am. wouldnt that make you mad? i am getting so mad at my dad lately. cause he has been doing so good at not drinking, but, on friday, he lied to me and said that he was going to the store to get some peanuts for work, but, he really went to go get a beer. and on sunday, he was so drunk. he thinks that i dont know that he had some beer, cause ofcourse, he is being an asshole and lieing. urrrrrrrrrrrrrrg! i hate that he gets drunk, but, i hate the fact that he is turning into a liar more. if he is going to get drunk, be a man and just drink it in front of me and be honest. it just makes me so mad, and like i said before, i am going to get to the point where i will tell him that he could choose to drink, and i never come over, or he could quit drinking for GOOD and i will continue to come over. so its either beer or me.