Mar 23, 2005 20:20
worst day of my life
....ok listen to this wow
sooo today was the worst day imaginable.....it surprised me cuz i had such a great day yesterday:(....ok so i got up and went to school...soar as hell from track...i woar sandels into school lol....yea im cool....umm the day went by pretty gay....thennn....i go to kiss someone....and she turns her fucking head....wow r u fucking kidding me....thanks.....thanks alot....yea i know it doesnt sound like nething to get mad about but....idk....i guess when u like someone a real lot....that they just have such a big part of ur heart....and when they do something like that...or just nething thats gunna play a factor with ur feelings it hurts.....and it hurts really bad.....it makes u think....does she even like you back?....is there something wroung with me?...would they have done the same thing to someone else? cuz she deffinatly never turned her head to someone who almost made me stop talking to her for good......yeaaa immm getting reallyyyyy upset.....i dont even know if this is worth getting upset about....it just makes me reallly sad....i doubt it but there might have been a reason why she did that.....signs point tooooooooo.....i dont like you!.....w.e idk :'( i dont wanna talk about that nemore.....i just hate how i knew she was gunna find someway to break my heart.....so then....track practice :(.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh wtf!!!! fucking 6 miles....in the cold rain....ahhh i cant even like move my body......it sucks...and obviously i was thinking alot while i was running about the previous event.....