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Goddam criminology. Just taking a quick mental break from it for a while. It definately will be in by tomorrow, because it has to be. I cannot keep doing this to myself! It's ridiculous!
In other news, life... is an interesting thing. In times of stress and other shit I often think to myself 'My god, my life is fucked up. Blah Blah, what's the point in living?' But then I look to people who live in third world countries that are run by corrupt governments, people who suffer every single day, who don't have enough to eat and do backbreaking work for many hours to earn/grow enough food just to survive, barely. I think of the people who don't have a roof over their heads, who sleep in the cold, who are restricted from celebrating their religion. God, my life is freaking awesome in comparison.
I have so many wonderful opportunities in life and I just.... throw them away. I have the opportunity to go and study at a university... further my education. Something that so many people would have loved the opportunity to do. And I hinder it just because I can't start assignments... it's pathetic.. so many people would jump at the chance to live the relatively priviledged life I've lived so far and they wouldn't be such a whiney, pathetic person who complains at everything but has no right to. Just thinking about it makes me sick. I need to get my life together... I just don't know where to start. I'll probably procrastinate getting my life together too. I don't deserve my life. I always wish for more but don't even appreciate what I have now.
Ahh, I'd better get back to it. With a positive attitude. Who knows, maybe I could make victimology fun? Let's see how that turns out.
/end rant.
In other news, life... is an interesting thing. In times of stress and other shit I often think to myself 'My god, my life is fucked up. Blah Blah, what's the point in living?' But then I look to people who live in third world countries that are run by corrupt governments, people who suffer every single day, who don't have enough to eat and do backbreaking work for many hours to earn/grow enough food just to survive, barely. I think of the people who don't have a roof over their heads, who sleep in the cold, who are restricted from celebrating their religion. God, my life is freaking awesome in comparison.
I have so many wonderful opportunities in life and I just.... throw them away. I have the opportunity to go and study at a university... further my education. Something that so many people would have loved the opportunity to do. And I hinder it just because I can't start assignments... it's pathetic.. so many people would jump at the chance to live the relatively priviledged life I've lived so far and they wouldn't be such a whiney, pathetic person who complains at everything but has no right to. Just thinking about it makes me sick. I need to get my life together... I just don't know where to start. I'll probably procrastinate getting my life together too. I don't deserve my life. I always wish for more but don't even appreciate what I have now.
Ahh, I'd better get back to it. With a positive attitude. Who knows, maybe I could make victimology fun? Let's see how that turns out.
/end rant.