Apr 13, 2007 23:54
I feel like crying. I haven't been like this depressed EVER. I was having a great week adn then today went to hell. I went out with Caitlin and Marty and we had fun tonight and it went down hill from there. I feel like crying even more, when I see I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. My so called "friends" have pretty much ditched me. They say they haven't yet, no one is around to talk to when I need someone. I need a friend right now, seriously. Idk what to do with anything. I feel like just crying the night away cause I just don't know what to think. I'm not crying and I probrably won't because I don't know what to think. idk what I did to some people but for whatever I did or said, I'm sorry. If you're mad I'm sorry. But I need someone. If you have my cell number, call me or go see me at work tomorrow...
I've promised many people that I would be there when they needed a friend, I thought my promise was mutual with everyone. Idk...
idk. idk. idk. I can just hear my blood pumping whilst my head rest on my arm.
Thing have been going downhill and I think I've hit rock bottom.
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