colors seem to fade

[randtsmommy]

i held back most of my tears as he faded through the airport security gates. i cant get that last smile and kiss out of my head it wont let me. I feel so lost already and he hasnt been gone for more than 24hrs. its just now setting in that hes gone.

I love you always and forever with all of my heart even the part you took with you.

i need something to help me feel not so empty