Some things I've been meaning to say.
You can't blame yourself just because everyone else is fucked up.
You can't ever expect things to be okay, be the same or ever be anywhere near the place we'd both like it to be. You fucked up.
You can't blame me for the problems that you caused. You should know me well enough to know that this all has nothing to do with you. I'm a floater and I'd only stick for that one perfect person. You need to move on, too. You need to find your perfect place, fuck your childhood bro.
I'm incredibly sorry I'm such an asshole but I'm glad you love it, I'm glad you put up with it. I know it seems like I hate everything you do but its cool, I wish I was still able to be that guy. You're great, you're learning.
I always sort of felt like I disappeared from your life until it was convenient for you but I know thats the way you feel about me. What do I know? Maybe thats what we've always had. I miss you like hell, I don't care how happy you are now. I can't wait to see you all summer, even if its only for a few minutes.
I regret it more and more every time we talk and maybe I shouldn't. I told you exactly how I felt, left it open for you and it was sort of shut down. I was never mad at you, I never could be mad at you for it. I think about that one night all of the time, its pathetic. Its so hard to talk to you now, I really fucked that up.
I love you, man. You're the exact person I should but I never can be, I have a shell. I hope you never have to live another day in your life feeling bad, you're awesome,
I'm sort of mad we drifted apart but only sort of. I put myself in awkward situation and I put you in an even worse one. Not sure what I expected or wanted but it certainly wasn't what I've gotten. Thanks for making me feel better, sometimes.
I had second thoughts about you and really held you pretty highly until you showed me something that you still have no idea I know.
I'm sorry we don't hang out everyday anymore but I don't think its a big deal to you and I'm glad, I'd feel bad. Still love wing nights, love the madden.
You're really great, I've never had one bad feeling about you. Thanks for being a friend, I need it.
It's still weird to me that a year and a half ago, we hated each other and only talked because we had the same best friend - or in my case, girlfriend. I'm glad you know you can talk to me about anything and I'm glad you let me vent to you all of the time. God knows I need it.
You ruined me, you took the life out of me and you left me alone for way too long but as much as I hate you for that and everything else - You made me think about who I am and what I want. Looking at it in a different light, if I was still with you today I'd be sick of myself. You have nothing to offer, you don't care how anyone feels and you aren't mature enough to look at the bigger picture. I'm not bitter anymore, I don't care that you did what you did. One of us had to and at least this way, you look like the asshole. I've never met anyone with less heart than you and you're going to make things so much harder for me in the future - now - because of the ways you'd promise you'd never do the things you did eventually do. The only good thing I can see in you is that you somewhat manage your shitty life. your shitty friends, shitty hobbies and shitty ideas. Grow the fuck up and don't you dare tell me who I can call my boo and who I can love. I wish I wanted to know you.
You can't ever expect things to be okay, be the same or ever be anywhere near the place we'd both like it to be. You fucked up.
You can't blame me for the problems that you caused. You should know me well enough to know that this all has nothing to do with you. I'm a floater and I'd only stick for that one perfect person. You need to move on, too. You need to find your perfect place, fuck your childhood bro.
I'm incredibly sorry I'm such an asshole but I'm glad you love it, I'm glad you put up with it. I know it seems like I hate everything you do but its cool, I wish I was still able to be that guy. You're great, you're learning.
I always sort of felt like I disappeared from your life until it was convenient for you but I know thats the way you feel about me. What do I know? Maybe thats what we've always had. I miss you like hell, I don't care how happy you are now. I can't wait to see you all summer, even if its only for a few minutes.
I regret it more and more every time we talk and maybe I shouldn't. I told you exactly how I felt, left it open for you and it was sort of shut down. I was never mad at you, I never could be mad at you for it. I think about that one night all of the time, its pathetic. Its so hard to talk to you now, I really fucked that up.
I love you, man. You're the exact person I should but I never can be, I have a shell. I hope you never have to live another day in your life feeling bad, you're awesome,
I'm sort of mad we drifted apart but only sort of. I put myself in awkward situation and I put you in an even worse one. Not sure what I expected or wanted but it certainly wasn't what I've gotten. Thanks for making me feel better, sometimes.
I had second thoughts about you and really held you pretty highly until you showed me something that you still have no idea I know.
I'm sorry we don't hang out everyday anymore but I don't think its a big deal to you and I'm glad, I'd feel bad. Still love wing nights, love the madden.
You're really great, I've never had one bad feeling about you. Thanks for being a friend, I need it.
It's still weird to me that a year and a half ago, we hated each other and only talked because we had the same best friend - or in my case, girlfriend. I'm glad you know you can talk to me about anything and I'm glad you let me vent to you all of the time. God knows I need it.
You ruined me, you took the life out of me and you left me alone for way too long but as much as I hate you for that and everything else - You made me think about who I am and what I want. Looking at it in a different light, if I was still with you today I'd be sick of myself. You have nothing to offer, you don't care how anyone feels and you aren't mature enough to look at the bigger picture. I'm not bitter anymore, I don't care that you did what you did. One of us had to and at least this way, you look like the asshole. I've never met anyone with less heart than you and you're going to make things so much harder for me in the future - now - because of the ways you'd promise you'd never do the things you did eventually do. The only good thing I can see in you is that you somewhat manage your shitty life. your shitty friends, shitty hobbies and shitty ideas. Grow the fuck up and don't you dare tell me who I can call my boo and who I can love. I wish I wanted to know you.