I think it needs to be said! TO ALL THE PPL IN MY LIFE! Iknow u wnt ever read this but what the heLL
KARA, best friend
DUDE thank u is not enought! U have done so much for me thank u just doesnt cut it! im working on creating a new word which shows more grattitude but ill have to get bak to u on that one! haha
I can honestly say i everytime i have gone out wit u it has always been a RANDOM as ADVENTURE! wether we end up at the cas, a day club, my place, yours, a publice toilet trying to keep warm under the hand dryers or in some scummy ass Bakpakers it always a fuk load of fun! Thanks for letting me cry infront of you without ridicrule or tension! Thank you for some of the greatest memories i will ever have! and as of next year when everything starts to fall into place for the both of us, i hope the memories keep on a cummin! Im realli lookin forward to BDO (used and takin bak sunday ...FARK YEA) and summer field! New years should be GOD DAMN AMAZING too you kno why, simply cuz youll be there! I cant wait to see your swwet sweet ass tomoro!
for pikin me up when im down, for listemning weni have something real to say, for understanding me on a level different to others, for makin me more myself and lettin me be that way, all these reasons (and many more) you are my best friend.
Hannah, my friend always.
We have been through so much as individuals and as friends. I have always had a sense of responsibilty when it come to you! I know you are older but i have always looked at you like another younger sister! perhaps its you innocense that give me that feeling! History has made me realise who realli cares when it comes down to it all and i like to think u do! Sure we fight but its olny cuz i care. If i didnt i would shut my mouth and let it go! There are things that have happened to you that i would give my last breath to change althought i cant!~ but i want u to know that the burden you carry for these things, you do not carry alone!
Im sorri your 18th didnt turn out the way u initally wanted but i hope i made ur day just a little brighter! Thank you for all the things u have ever done for me and im sorri for all the things that i may have done that hurt you! Im so greatful for the little notes, cards, gifts and memories you have left with me, to show u care! To pull them oout from time to time when things arent going the way id like, so they can reminde me of you and how u care along with all the fukin sik times we shared (GO CARAMEL BLANK)! Thank you for just being a little light in my life i can call on wen i need some brightening up, i only hope u will call on me wen u need me or even wen u dont, cuz dude i love you!
Joely ma lil friend
I have to start off with saying you are the most intelligent person i think i know! Your inteligence and patient is such a huge part of you its shines throught like you wouldnt believe! You are realli going to go places when your older, youve already achieved so much morally personally and intelectually! Your truly are some1 i can sit, talk to and get lost in the conversation. Your so caring and considerate! I feel i have a conection with you that i dont particulay share with ne1 else! Alothough we come from totally different worlds i feel like weve met somewhere on mutual ground and i tresure that so much! I want u to know that you truly are an azazing person! You have realli helped me sort my self out alot over the last few weeks! and i always look forward to going out with you! Your always a ball! And i want you to know that you and *HER* not being together is her loss! You deserve some who is going to be as good to you as i know u would be to them! You are far too genuine to wastes yourself on some one who doesnt appriciate you as much as u deserve. When ever i have a problem i know i can come to you and i will walk away with a sense of wellbeing cuz u have made sense in something that i could not! Thank you for helping me make sense of the aspect of life i struggle with. Thank you for being there wen i was sick, for wen i needed to talk or wen i just needed to be in some1s company! Thank you for making me the most looked after little sister ever! Im sorri for the times i have been somewhat difficult but thank you for wen u eccept me the way i am, no matter how i am being! And one last thing...thnks for introducing me to the sad sad world of microwaved dinnerS!
ROW Dawg! ma niggerish freind
Thank for nothing you loser! JOKING!!
Still waters run deep and i have begun to realise you are one of these uncommen still waters! Even tho you shit me from time to time i couldnt ask for a kewler freakishly tall, big brother! You have so many interesting views on things, people need to give you more credit! Sure, its obvious how street smart you are but you have a knowledge in things that you only let show every so often, but wen i do catch a glimps of this, it just reassures me of the fact there is more to you than meets the eye! I know i can count on you for just about nething no mater what time of the day it is! Wether i wana stay home and veg or go out and get totally wasted to the point u have to carry me home, u always let me do my thing, and are more than happy to come along for the ride! for Taking the time to get to kno me as me and nothignn else, and showing me who you are wihtout cencorship i am so greatful! Thank you for opening your home to me and giving me a sense of Almost home.
*****
althought the part u play in my life these days is not as big as i would like the impression you left on me i will carry always! there fore i guess you will always be a part of me and a part of my life! You showed me what real love is, untainted and untouchable! Your touch was always reasuring and warm and usually never that far away! The simple things you did like holding me hand in the car or puting your arm around me wen we were out, just simple little thing such as these made me weak at the knees. Your kisses always left me wanting more, with my stomache in knots and the feeling of extasy in my viens. The sound of wen u would say u loved me was the sweetest sound i could ever ask to hear! I love you would wash over me like the cool rain! Wen u were around my life backed up as u stood still! Everything else orbited around you, you were the centre of my everything! My life would fall to pieces and before my eyes could even swell up with tears you had piked up the broken pieces and placed them all bak together for me! In your presence was the only place in the world i would ever want to be!
But now i spend my days remembering the times we spent together. how are you? where are u now? What are you doin? Who are you wiht? And...are you missing me like i am misin you? all these questions run though my head like a skip in a cd. To miss the sound of your voice and the softness of your touch is the greatest punishment of all! and still i love you!
DO u think of me like i think of you? or am i all alone again?
Rattis my little sister that never grew up!
Your constant quest to find your self is reasuring in the sense that u are closer to complete than perhaps ne one else! We have grown up and grown appart but i still thank whatever it was that brought us together! The years i spent growing up i spent with you, ill never forget you for that! When ever u had no where to go and i was the same we would always find each other! You always make me laugh and know exactly how to push my buttons at the same time! You are a very strong person who needs space to be themself. Your a tru individual who cant be tied down who inspires me to be me! Thank you for being there for me always and all the little things you have done for me over the years! You were a great person to have in my life, your constant fun happy ways tought me so many things but on the other hand u knew exactly wen to be serious and level headed! ALl i can say is dude u rok!
Graham
I hate you for what you have done! and may life and karmah bring you so much pain you rott from the inside! You deserve nothing! To live a lonly and empty life perhaps! I will always remember what u have done to me and the ppl i love! I will never forget and forgive! NEVER! You are the worst person (if i can call u that) i know and ever will know! And on my weeding day when i walk down the asile (if that ever happens) Your chair will be empty! Your best friend will give me away because he is more a father to me that u have evr been! the day u die i will be out in the park or at the beach with my children you would have never met! To them their grand father doesnt exsist! Youll never exsist to me or them! And when i finally get my way you wont have ne daughters! My beautiful little sister will hate you with as much constant passion as i do! All the things you are glad they dont know about you, keep in mind i know all your little secrets and one day so will they! You will die an old lonly man! And if i have to put all of my everything into making sure that that eventuates then so be it!
~~~~~~~TAHLZ~~~~~~~~
DUDE thank u is not enought! U have done so much for me thank u just doesnt cut it! im working on creating a new word which shows more grattitude but ill have to get bak to u on that one! haha
I can honestly say i everytime i have gone out wit u it has always been a RANDOM as ADVENTURE! wether we end up at the cas, a day club, my place, yours, a publice toilet trying to keep warm under the hand dryers or in some scummy ass Bakpakers it always a fuk load of fun! Thanks for letting me cry infront of you without ridicrule or tension! Thank you for some of the greatest memories i will ever have! and as of next year when everything starts to fall into place for the both of us, i hope the memories keep on a cummin! Im realli lookin forward to BDO (used and takin bak sunday ...FARK YEA) and summer field! New years should be GOD DAMN AMAZING too you kno why, simply cuz youll be there! I cant wait to see your swwet sweet ass tomoro!
for pikin me up when im down, for listemning weni have something real to say, for understanding me on a level different to others, for makin me more myself and lettin me be that way, all these reasons (and many more) you are my best friend.
Hannah, my friend always.
We have been through so much as individuals and as friends. I have always had a sense of responsibilty when it come to you! I know you are older but i have always looked at you like another younger sister! perhaps its you innocense that give me that feeling! History has made me realise who realli cares when it comes down to it all and i like to think u do! Sure we fight but its olny cuz i care. If i didnt i would shut my mouth and let it go! There are things that have happened to you that i would give my last breath to change althought i cant!~ but i want u to know that the burden you carry for these things, you do not carry alone!
Im sorri your 18th didnt turn out the way u initally wanted but i hope i made ur day just a little brighter! Thank you for all the things u have ever done for me and im sorri for all the things that i may have done that hurt you! Im so greatful for the little notes, cards, gifts and memories you have left with me, to show u care! To pull them oout from time to time when things arent going the way id like, so they can reminde me of you and how u care along with all the fukin sik times we shared (GO CARAMEL BLANK)! Thank you for just being a little light in my life i can call on wen i need some brightening up, i only hope u will call on me wen u need me or even wen u dont, cuz dude i love you!
Joely ma lil friend
I have to start off with saying you are the most intelligent person i think i know! Your inteligence and patient is such a huge part of you its shines throught like you wouldnt believe! You are realli going to go places when your older, youve already achieved so much morally personally and intelectually! Your truly are some1 i can sit, talk to and get lost in the conversation. Your so caring and considerate! I feel i have a conection with you that i dont particulay share with ne1 else! Alothough we come from totally different worlds i feel like weve met somewhere on mutual ground and i tresure that so much! I want u to know that you truly are an azazing person! You have realli helped me sort my self out alot over the last few weeks! and i always look forward to going out with you! Your always a ball! And i want you to know that you and *HER* not being together is her loss! You deserve some who is going to be as good to you as i know u would be to them! You are far too genuine to wastes yourself on some one who doesnt appriciate you as much as u deserve. When ever i have a problem i know i can come to you and i will walk away with a sense of wellbeing cuz u have made sense in something that i could not! Thank you for helping me make sense of the aspect of life i struggle with. Thank you for being there wen i was sick, for wen i needed to talk or wen i just needed to be in some1s company! Thank you for making me the most looked after little sister ever! Im sorri for the times i have been somewhat difficult but thank you for wen u eccept me the way i am, no matter how i am being! And one last thing...thnks for introducing me to the sad sad world of microwaved dinnerS!
ROW Dawg! ma niggerish freind
Thank for nothing you loser! JOKING!!
Still waters run deep and i have begun to realise you are one of these uncommen still waters! Even tho you shit me from time to time i couldnt ask for a kewler freakishly tall, big brother! You have so many interesting views on things, people need to give you more credit! Sure, its obvious how street smart you are but you have a knowledge in things that you only let show every so often, but wen i do catch a glimps of this, it just reassures me of the fact there is more to you than meets the eye! I know i can count on you for just about nething no mater what time of the day it is! Wether i wana stay home and veg or go out and get totally wasted to the point u have to carry me home, u always let me do my thing, and are more than happy to come along for the ride! for Taking the time to get to kno me as me and nothignn else, and showing me who you are wihtout cencorship i am so greatful! Thank you for opening your home to me and giving me a sense of Almost home.
*****
althought the part u play in my life these days is not as big as i would like the impression you left on me i will carry always! there fore i guess you will always be a part of me and a part of my life! You showed me what real love is, untainted and untouchable! Your touch was always reasuring and warm and usually never that far away! The simple things you did like holding me hand in the car or puting your arm around me wen we were out, just simple little thing such as these made me weak at the knees. Your kisses always left me wanting more, with my stomache in knots and the feeling of extasy in my viens. The sound of wen u would say u loved me was the sweetest sound i could ever ask to hear! I love you would wash over me like the cool rain! Wen u were around my life backed up as u stood still! Everything else orbited around you, you were the centre of my everything! My life would fall to pieces and before my eyes could even swell up with tears you had piked up the broken pieces and placed them all bak together for me! In your presence was the only place in the world i would ever want to be!
But now i spend my days remembering the times we spent together. how are you? where are u now? What are you doin? Who are you wiht? And...are you missing me like i am misin you? all these questions run though my head like a skip in a cd. To miss the sound of your voice and the softness of your touch is the greatest punishment of all! and still i love you!
DO u think of me like i think of you? or am i all alone again?
Rattis my little sister that never grew up!
Your constant quest to find your self is reasuring in the sense that u are closer to complete than perhaps ne one else! We have grown up and grown appart but i still thank whatever it was that brought us together! The years i spent growing up i spent with you, ill never forget you for that! When ever u had no where to go and i was the same we would always find each other! You always make me laugh and know exactly how to push my buttons at the same time! You are a very strong person who needs space to be themself. Your a tru individual who cant be tied down who inspires me to be me! Thank you for being there for me always and all the little things you have done for me over the years! You were a great person to have in my life, your constant fun happy ways tought me so many things but on the other hand u knew exactly wen to be serious and level headed! ALl i can say is dude u rok!
Graham
I hate you for what you have done! and may life and karmah bring you so much pain you rott from the inside! You deserve nothing! To live a lonly and empty life perhaps! I will always remember what u have done to me and the ppl i love! I will never forget and forgive! NEVER! You are the worst person (if i can call u that) i know and ever will know! And on my weeding day when i walk down the asile (if that ever happens) Your chair will be empty! Your best friend will give me away because he is more a father to me that u have evr been! the day u die i will be out in the park or at the beach with my children you would have never met! To them their grand father doesnt exsist! Youll never exsist to me or them! And when i finally get my way you wont have ne daughters! My beautiful little sister will hate you with as much constant passion as i do! All the things you are glad they dont know about you, keep in mind i know all your little secrets and one day so will they! You will die an old lonly man! And if i have to put all of my everything into making sure that that eventuates then so be it!
~~~~~~~TAHLZ~~~~~~~~