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To say its been an interesting semester is an understatement. This semester was ridden with everything. I had the privilege though of not being sick this semester. I had a cold for a very short while, but I think I got that out my system quick.
But after all the ups and downs of the semester, I want to leave that all in 2005. Its time to look to what 2006 can offer me. And that's whatever I'm willing to take from it. The past is the past, the problem with that is, some things from the past dictate how we decide our futures. This time I want the future to dictate what I choose in the future.
First of all, school. Sometimes it takes me a minute to remember I'm in school to graduate. Not be Van Wilder... I could easily sit around and pull the three credits to graduate nonsense, but I want to kick that one in overdrive. The way I see it, the next three semesters and I could pull a cum laude graduation, then take the extra semester or two that I definitely will be having now, and go magna or summa cum laude. Making my grad school options just that much better. Even though I'll probably stick with NJIT. So, time to do like sophomore year and bust my ass. I think I'm going to set up study groups. And for studio, get a little collection of people with good ideas, and we can all work together almost. Brandon, Lacey (hopefully, i like her designs), Rufus, Eric, LaLa. That seems like a dream team of designers, that I get along with.
This Peer Advisor thing. First I gotta hope that I can keep it. Then I can do what I wanted to do. Be someone's muse. I probably can't be all of theirs, but I can definitely get a few of them to kick their asses into overdrive. That would be good. Even if its just one person.
The fraternity... Well, you fuckers :-P
I don't know. I know our house needs an overhaul. I wish I could just take one of the new kids and say, "be president." I think we need a fresh vision, fresh idea. That semester after Ralph F. Burns, we should all be president or something. Its one of those moments when you're so fired up, nothing can get you down in the house. I hope next semester is awesome because in about 3 weeks, we're going up to the Ralph F. Burns Leadership Conference, and hopefully our kids will be fired up. That'll be like 10 - 15 guys ready for anything, and thats what our house needs. I don't know if I'll run for a position, but I'll be there for anyone I think deserves the position they're running for.
My life in general. I keep looking at it, and the architecture thing seems like its already set. I have a good job, that can only get better. I want to teach at the high school level. I'm quite serious when I say I can easily wait for Mrs. Shakespear to retire before I go in for the job. I'm a Montclair High School graduate, I've worked with the Board of Education before, I know all the key players, and even the non-key players. The question is, when is she retiring and who'll be there then?
Also I want a relationship. But I don't want to dive into one. I want to know someone is right for me. I want someone who'll be a friend, a trusted friend. A person I can honestly say, they brighten my day. A person who I can bitch at about something, get it off my chest, and we can move forward. A person where I'm not worried about where they are or what they're doing. Where I can easily go anywhere with them, do anything I like to do. I want to be able to disagree and not have it put a damper on our relationship. I want to know that she knows who I am, even better then I do something. I want a relationship where a kiss means something. Where there's intimacy, passion. Where the only logical consequence is love.
"I want to be a ruler of life, not a slave."
I think last year I definitely hit pleab, but this semester I want to start off right, King Tom in my world. Lord Reynolds in my thoughts.
This year I have a few things I want to do:
Riding Lessons
Golf Lessons
Fencing Tournaments
Work out More, get back in that routine I had.
1 awesome studio design.
Update webpage
For now that seems like all I want. I think I want to take things slowly this time. No need to rush.
But after all the ups and downs of the semester, I want to leave that all in 2005. Its time to look to what 2006 can offer me. And that's whatever I'm willing to take from it. The past is the past, the problem with that is, some things from the past dictate how we decide our futures. This time I want the future to dictate what I choose in the future.
First of all, school. Sometimes it takes me a minute to remember I'm in school to graduate. Not be Van Wilder... I could easily sit around and pull the three credits to graduate nonsense, but I want to kick that one in overdrive. The way I see it, the next three semesters and I could pull a cum laude graduation, then take the extra semester or two that I definitely will be having now, and go magna or summa cum laude. Making my grad school options just that much better. Even though I'll probably stick with NJIT. So, time to do like sophomore year and bust my ass. I think I'm going to set up study groups. And for studio, get a little collection of people with good ideas, and we can all work together almost. Brandon, Lacey (hopefully, i like her designs), Rufus, Eric, LaLa. That seems like a dream team of designers, that I get along with.
This Peer Advisor thing. First I gotta hope that I can keep it. Then I can do what I wanted to do. Be someone's muse. I probably can't be all of theirs, but I can definitely get a few of them to kick their asses into overdrive. That would be good. Even if its just one person.
The fraternity... Well, you fuckers :-P
I don't know. I know our house needs an overhaul. I wish I could just take one of the new kids and say, "be president." I think we need a fresh vision, fresh idea. That semester after Ralph F. Burns, we should all be president or something. Its one of those moments when you're so fired up, nothing can get you down in the house. I hope next semester is awesome because in about 3 weeks, we're going up to the Ralph F. Burns Leadership Conference, and hopefully our kids will be fired up. That'll be like 10 - 15 guys ready for anything, and thats what our house needs. I don't know if I'll run for a position, but I'll be there for anyone I think deserves the position they're running for.
My life in general. I keep looking at it, and the architecture thing seems like its already set. I have a good job, that can only get better. I want to teach at the high school level. I'm quite serious when I say I can easily wait for Mrs. Shakespear to retire before I go in for the job. I'm a Montclair High School graduate, I've worked with the Board of Education before, I know all the key players, and even the non-key players. The question is, when is she retiring and who'll be there then?
Also I want a relationship. But I don't want to dive into one. I want to know someone is right for me. I want someone who'll be a friend, a trusted friend. A person I can honestly say, they brighten my day. A person who I can bitch at about something, get it off my chest, and we can move forward. A person where I'm not worried about where they are or what they're doing. Where I can easily go anywhere with them, do anything I like to do. I want to be able to disagree and not have it put a damper on our relationship. I want to know that she knows who I am, even better then I do something. I want a relationship where a kiss means something. Where there's intimacy, passion. Where the only logical consequence is love.
"I want to be a ruler of life, not a slave."
I think last year I definitely hit pleab, but this semester I want to start off right, King Tom in my world. Lord Reynolds in my thoughts.
This year I have a few things I want to do:
Riding Lessons
Golf Lessons
Fencing Tournaments
Work out More, get back in that routine I had.
1 awesome studio design.
Update webpage
For now that seems like all I want. I think I want to take things slowly this time. No need to rush.