Apr 16, 2019 14:33
You're full of surprises and not always the good kind. I don't know how long I'll be able to keep what we have alive. I'm full of insecurities. I see random pretty women and wonder what you'd think. I don't want to be this person that I've become. Trust you'd say but where has that got me? I never fully gave myself to the relationship. Deep down I know it won't work. The only question I have to ask myself is, will it be worth the pain?