Too thin

[randomsmurf]

Sometimes i just wanna cry, but I cant cry...I was always told not to...it has gotten to the point that i view it as a weakness...people have come to expect me to be happy all the time...or just not crying...but that doesnt always work. I wanna be everything for everyone, but at this point i am almost nothing for no one. i am spread too thin. i wanna help everyone i know, even to my own detrement...but i cant do it anymore, but i MUST....

I am too hard on myself....probably, but that makes me push harder....i can never give in to anything...

I am here to help, i am ready and....willing...