wow...today sucks
today sucks, things suck, people suck. None of this is good. I am not very happy right now. This is not how I want to be. I am going to go relax and pretend that I am someone else for like 5 minutes, then I will come back to my reality and sit in it's dismal glow. I will just lay stagnant, maybe if I am lucky I will vanish without a word spoken, fade away where no one will be able to hurt me anymore. Thank you dear, sweet relatives for being SO supportive, if you need me, don't call, cause I don't give a fuck what you have to say right now!