A moment of silence
Thanks to P chan, I was able to let off some steam yesterday. Things aren't going so well, especially where academic life is concerned. But before I could even begin spending more time with P chan and sharing music files, I discovered that my computer was getting worse-- a virus.
Great, just what I need. So now as I try to begin my chapter 3, I'm starting over with finding the right words to say. It's not so much as just finishing the work that's bothering me... it's more of how the final work will even make a difference. If you're going to invest time and money in something, wouldn't you want to know that it ends up in making a difference-- that people aside from you and your friends would actually benefit from it?
Sometimes I just wonder whether having a Master's degree is going to have much bearing at all. Nothing feels adequate enough anymore. In a way, I guess this attitude is good, since I'll keep on thinking about what to improve about myself rather than feeling content and not wanting to improve at all.
More importantly... it's times like this that I wonder what my lit knowledge can do to save all my slowly-disappearing files from a virus... which began to exist because of someone's knowledge in computer science...
and his desire to simply create disorder in some random computer-user's life...
Great, just what I need. So now as I try to begin my chapter 3, I'm starting over with finding the right words to say. It's not so much as just finishing the work that's bothering me... it's more of how the final work will even make a difference. If you're going to invest time and money in something, wouldn't you want to know that it ends up in making a difference-- that people aside from you and your friends would actually benefit from it?
Sometimes I just wonder whether having a Master's degree is going to have much bearing at all. Nothing feels adequate enough anymore. In a way, I guess this attitude is good, since I'll keep on thinking about what to improve about myself rather than feeling content and not wanting to improve at all.
More importantly... it's times like this that I wonder what my lit knowledge can do to save all my slowly-disappearing files from a virus... which began to exist because of someone's knowledge in computer science...
and his desire to simply create disorder in some random computer-user's life...