Oct 24, 2004 02:10
"in the evening i saw you. you were warming the bass up. your hair covered your face up. i was acting indifferent at the merch booth putting on make up. we met up at a party in a swamp on a yacht. i spun the helm but you were docked. i crossed my fingers, but i didnt beg. cause i knew you knew. cause i knew you knew i liked you. but i figured deparate guys never had a chance with you."
so tonight! i went to see the faint play with Erika! and it was AMAZING! she came and picked me up and we had a little trouble trying to print the tickets off-line because my computer likes to print in invisible ink and chelsey's doesnt like to open things that are downloaded. so we ran to kinkos. and it is deifnately 20 cents a minute or $12 and hour to use the computers...so three minutes later and 4 dollars gone, we stroll out on our way. and then we get there and i had to parallel park erika's car because she can't. and the when we turned the corner..the line was like 1/4 of a mile long...no joke. and we found carly and erin and that whole crew that is way too posh for us and we skipped in line with them.
the first band sucked ass. and then the second band..after a little getting used to, i really enjoyed. and then of course it took forever for the damn faint to come on, so erika and i just looked around at all of the hot bitches and realized how not cute we are! haha. yeah those girls are so posh and scene we looked like 9th grade scenesters. but yes, then the faint came on. and we danced our asses off with veronica and her little crew in the front middle of the stage. and when it turned into a little mosh pit we decided to step out to the side. i like to have my own room to get "so sexual." at the end we wandered out like the heard of cattle we all were and rolled out.
i really enjoy spending time with erika. its like we can talk about everything. and we always have a good time. we give eachother advice and always end up laughing the whole time. she is such a great girl. i feel like she is over looked a lot. which i dont like. but what can i do.
and now i am sitting here. sore as fuck from pitching some fastpitch at the softball practice with the gays. and i am waiting for kari to come rub it out for me. and get on to bed.
"was it more than attraction and a physical lust? her loins. my imagination. that first inconceivable touch."