SoOoOoOo i was a lil bitchen today!
i was a lil mad today during practice if i was a bitch to you sorry!!!! i am just a lil frustrated! w/e! so tommorrow is my birthday and i am excited! but i am like soooooooooooooo lonely! i wish i had someone who luved me and cared for me and appreciated who i really am! i hate that i feel like all my friends hate me! i hate the fact that i actually think of leaving the water polo team!! i hate the fact that life feels soooo crappy! i am sure that people have more problems than me and if you dont want to hear me "bitch" about my life then dont read this but i need to vent somewhere someplace! i wish that i didnt have to be soooooo defensive i wish i could chill and stop freaking out but i cant all i can do is freak cuz i let it build up and i explode so u know what it happens!!! my life is shyt...... so w/e i am done ranting and i am gonna stop typing nopw before i type more shyt and you guys bitch at me more!