War of Hearts

May 24, 2010 10:06

I am in a constant struggle with myself. Always at war. Always fighting. This internal contest begins with a fight between good and evil, but eventually mutates into something more philosophical: "What is good", and "What is evil". What is the right thing to do? And who determines what that thing is? Me? Society?
This constant indecisiveness leads me to do whatever I want whenever I feel like it with complete disregard for anyone and anything around me, even myself.
I feel that I am both everything and nothing, decisive and indecisive, good and evil, here and not here. Each feeling and intense and true. The war wages on.
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