Lateral Move
Still yet to find employment. Tired of being broke, but too proud to work at McDonald's or retail again. Hand cramps from filling out applications. I can't stand to write my name or address anymore.
Spending time with the boyfriend per usual. Was jealous of his past relationships, but I finally came back to my senses. I just couldn't seem to remember that he did in fact exists before I came around.
Ronny kind of pissed me off. Too bad I wasn't there while he was hitting on Chris. Down-syndrome or not, I'll kick his ass. Probably not literally, but he'll get a good tongue lashing at least.
Been having strange dreams lately. Pro: I've started dreaming again. It's been awhile since I've been able to dream at all and recall it later. Con: I don't know what my psyche is trying to tell me. Not that it's too important anyway.
Chris' mother yelled at him Sunday morning for wearing casual clothes to work as the two of us were walking out of the house. He tried to explain that it didn't really matter since he'd be the only one there all day, it's the weekend so no one cares, and he was essentially the boss and could do whatever he wanted, but she wasn't having it. While we were driving down there, she called him on the phone to reiterate her position, then added "You'd better not do that again!" this time referring to bringing me along with him to work. That bothered me all day. For her to think I'd do anything that would put her precious baby boy in danger is absurd. That started a run away train affect in my head. Now I suspect her of thinking I'm taking advantage of her pride and joy. Me not working, freeloading off of him, and me corrupting her first born. I know that she's kind of intrusive and nosy when it comes to her children, so I try not to see it as a personal attack. Still, however, I'm a bit uncomfortable.
Haven't been running as often as I used to, but the fact that I'm still doing it at all is amazing. I'll start again tomorrow morning.
Spending time with the boyfriend per usual. Was jealous of his past relationships, but I finally came back to my senses. I just couldn't seem to remember that he did in fact exists before I came around.
Ronny kind of pissed me off. Too bad I wasn't there while he was hitting on Chris. Down-syndrome or not, I'll kick his ass. Probably not literally, but he'll get a good tongue lashing at least.
Been having strange dreams lately. Pro: I've started dreaming again. It's been awhile since I've been able to dream at all and recall it later. Con: I don't know what my psyche is trying to tell me. Not that it's too important anyway.
Chris' mother yelled at him Sunday morning for wearing casual clothes to work as the two of us were walking out of the house. He tried to explain that it didn't really matter since he'd be the only one there all day, it's the weekend so no one cares, and he was essentially the boss and could do whatever he wanted, but she wasn't having it. While we were driving down there, she called him on the phone to reiterate her position, then added "You'd better not do that again!" this time referring to bringing me along with him to work. That bothered me all day. For her to think I'd do anything that would put her precious baby boy in danger is absurd. That started a run away train affect in my head. Now I suspect her of thinking I'm taking advantage of her pride and joy. Me not working, freeloading off of him, and me corrupting her first born. I know that she's kind of intrusive and nosy when it comes to her children, so I try not to see it as a personal attack. Still, however, I'm a bit uncomfortable.
Haven't been running as often as I used to, but the fact that I'm still doing it at all is amazing. I'll start again tomorrow morning.