Going Nuts
I just tried calling the doctor. Tried is the key word... They hung up on me three times!! I think they have a new receptionist, either way, my appointment scheduling is being delayed!
My mind seems somewhat consumed in trying to figure out what is going on. When I go out with people I look like a Jack in the Box constantly getting up to go to the bathroom. Then heaven forbid that I get the hot flashes and sweating because then I have to find some paper towel and wet the damn thing, to cool myself down. Then I have to turn on any air conditioning (usually in the car) and start shaking because parts of me are cold but my inside still feels HOT!
The pain is driving me nuts. It happens almost all the time now and my back loves to compete with it. Stupid burning, tearing and stabbing pain.. UGH! The left side especially..
I know I'm complaining. I hurt.. ALL the damn time. I try to do stuff, then have to sleep the next day and sometimes the day after that. Or have to end what I'm doing and go sit in the car to get my body to cooperate.
Oh and the long drawn out menses. I haven't had one start yet. I'm sure it will start in time for my birthday.. But at least I didn't have three this month.
I can't even concentrate on celebrating my birthday because I would rather know what's wrong with me. Here's what I do know: I have Scoliosis, Supra Venticular Tachycardia, Degenerative Disc Disease, Arthritis and an Enlarged Pituitary Gland. In easy terms, I have a curved spine, a fast heart beat, bad discs in my spine and my hormone gland in my head is too big. That's all.
The positive side.. I have a two great parents and a WONDERFUL boyfriend. At least I have a good support group. Very good :)
I'm going to sleep now, I'm tired after eating breakfast.. Hopefully the doctor calls me.
My mind seems somewhat consumed in trying to figure out what is going on. When I go out with people I look like a Jack in the Box constantly getting up to go to the bathroom. Then heaven forbid that I get the hot flashes and sweating because then I have to find some paper towel and wet the damn thing, to cool myself down. Then I have to turn on any air conditioning (usually in the car) and start shaking because parts of me are cold but my inside still feels HOT!
The pain is driving me nuts. It happens almost all the time now and my back loves to compete with it. Stupid burning, tearing and stabbing pain.. UGH! The left side especially..
I know I'm complaining. I hurt.. ALL the damn time. I try to do stuff, then have to sleep the next day and sometimes the day after that. Or have to end what I'm doing and go sit in the car to get my body to cooperate.
Oh and the long drawn out menses. I haven't had one start yet. I'm sure it will start in time for my birthday.. But at least I didn't have three this month.
I can't even concentrate on celebrating my birthday because I would rather know what's wrong with me. Here's what I do know: I have Scoliosis, Supra Venticular Tachycardia, Degenerative Disc Disease, Arthritis and an Enlarged Pituitary Gland. In easy terms, I have a curved spine, a fast heart beat, bad discs in my spine and my hormone gland in my head is too big. That's all.
The positive side.. I have a two great parents and a WONDERFUL boyfriend. At least I have a good support group. Very good :)
I'm going to sleep now, I'm tired after eating breakfast.. Hopefully the doctor calls me.