Peeks and Valleys
Ughhhh.. MySpace is driving me nuts!!!! Ok, that was my venting..
So three good things happened today. Daniel came over for a little while :-) Then, I went onto MySpace to answer some messages and redo my profile for the hundredth time and my Best Friend from South Pasadena finally set up a profile. That is such a big deal since I barely get to talk to her these days. The third thing actually just happened, Dr. Berven emailed me back!
Dr. Berven is going to talk to a panel of doctors about my case. He agrees that my situation is complex and was very polite about letting me know that he was planning on discussing this with them. I just hope he continues to be polite and find a reason for all of my problems. I really hope I'm not mental. LOL.
For the most of Wednesday, it sucked ass. I felt like shit and slept all day. Except for when I got a spurt of courage and called the State Disability Department, only to have them be assholes and tell me they couldnt help me. Then I called Dr. Kunwar's office to try and have them fill out the State Disability forms. They wont do it either. Apparently, they will only do it if you're out for surgery. So.. I got frustrated and cried for about 15 minutes and then fell asleep.
Then I woke up again and for some reason decided to weigh myself. I have lost 13lbs. I can't afford to lose weight, so this is not good. I got on the horn again and called Dr. Dalton's office and scheduled an appointment. In some weird way I hope this is connected to the other problems so that everything can be solved at once and be given one name. I'm just tired of having such weird things happen and all the doctors tell me that I am basically crazy and that they need to run more tests. BLAH BLAH BLAH!
Ok, my back hurts like a fuckin bitch.. I need to get off the damn puter. "Dont touch those squirrels nuts."
So three good things happened today. Daniel came over for a little while :-) Then, I went onto MySpace to answer some messages and redo my profile for the hundredth time and my Best Friend from South Pasadena finally set up a profile. That is such a big deal since I barely get to talk to her these days. The third thing actually just happened, Dr. Berven emailed me back!
Dr. Berven is going to talk to a panel of doctors about my case. He agrees that my situation is complex and was very polite about letting me know that he was planning on discussing this with them. I just hope he continues to be polite and find a reason for all of my problems. I really hope I'm not mental. LOL.
For the most of Wednesday, it sucked ass. I felt like shit and slept all day. Except for when I got a spurt of courage and called the State Disability Department, only to have them be assholes and tell me they couldnt help me. Then I called Dr. Kunwar's office to try and have them fill out the State Disability forms. They wont do it either. Apparently, they will only do it if you're out for surgery. So.. I got frustrated and cried for about 15 minutes and then fell asleep.
Then I woke up again and for some reason decided to weigh myself. I have lost 13lbs. I can't afford to lose weight, so this is not good. I got on the horn again and called Dr. Dalton's office and scheduled an appointment. In some weird way I hope this is connected to the other problems so that everything can be solved at once and be given one name. I'm just tired of having such weird things happen and all the doctors tell me that I am basically crazy and that they need to run more tests. BLAH BLAH BLAH!
Ok, my back hurts like a fuckin bitch.. I need to get off the damn puter. "Dont touch those squirrels nuts."