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Dreading change, yet hoping for it
Ever optimistic, ever caustic
Dividing the past, golden rainbows
The hate i felt then, wanes
The apathy i felt then, drains
Hindsight, is not 20/20
It's the sugarcoated dreams
The simplistic analysis
The hole in logic
The dreams of the future
Of being grown up and successful
Ever more tempting than present
Live in the right now
No labels
No categories.
Experiencing what now has to offer.
AS hard as life is
As cold as you view others
It's just a "who's penis is bigger" contest
cant we accept who we are.
the experiences we've had
and just interact
not saying how hard it was for me
how difficult it was growing up with a secret
we are each individuals
wanting others to know where we come from
discerning fact from fiction
with no restriction
confused within
not knowing how to communicate
this desperate plea for understanding
creating a chasm
a gulf of irrevocable calm
dreaming of what was, could be, idealism
idealistic
characteristic
human nature
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ever optimistic, ever caustic
Dividing the past, golden rainbows
The hate i felt then, wanes
The apathy i felt then, drains
Hindsight, is not 20/20
It's the sugarcoated dreams
The simplistic analysis
The hole in logic
The dreams of the future
Of being grown up and successful
Ever more tempting than present
Live in the right now
No labels
No categories.
Experiencing what now has to offer.
AS hard as life is
As cold as you view others
It's just a "who's penis is bigger" contest
cant we accept who we are.
the experiences we've had
and just interact
not saying how hard it was for me
how difficult it was growing up with a secret
we are each individuals
wanting others to know where we come from
discerning fact from fiction
with no restriction
confused within
not knowing how to communicate
this desperate plea for understanding
creating a chasm
a gulf of irrevocable calm
dreaming of what was, could be, idealism
idealistic
characteristic
human nature
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~