heh...maybe i wasnt such a creative fucker after all :D found this looking for one of my poems

[randomlyerratic]

Unsafe Sobriety

extreme steps for desperate times
jUst have to kNow how to read the Signs
wArped and twisted beyond belieF
juSt wanting sOme form of relief
forever trapped in the downward spiral
closed trapped within myself
i put Beauty on the shelf
to look at when in need
am i the demon seed?
guess we'll find out
what i'm all about
gently awaiting the calamity
that takes my sanity
leaving me fRee to roam
the empty thoughts and perversIons that makE up me
surely my friends can see
the great empTiness

that is me..