Dec 17, 2006 05:41
here i am....drunk....well...buzzin...i am cognizant of the fact that i'm buzzing...and that i'm writingh....and writing free form...
i wish i couold eat your cancer when you turn balck...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm nirvana...
i have fallen in love with nirvana all over again...
to me...they defined what i am...and was going through...
i can say...that if i could write...sing....or play....i would have been in nirvana...
kurt cobain...has embodied who i am...was...and will ever be....well maybe not ever be....but sometimes it feels like it
hmmmm i'm b uzzin....sick...k drinking on a near empty stomache now...i wasnt planning on drinking...
i wasnt planning on popping those pills either...
dreams of past errata.
here is my soul
shown to all the world unmasked
yes, its not whole.
is it different you should have asked
isnt it we who define ourselves?
in my own glory i have basked
yes...on occaision i ramble without preamble
i like to obfuscate
confuse
meditate
prevaricate
abstain
kurt cobain
free form
free flow
thoughts
roaming
traversing
the corugated edges of reality
playing the what if
saying nothing
saying all
saving all
saving nothing
contradictory in nature
contradictory in synthesis
am i my own anti-thesis
grinning at the worlkd
full of my idiocies
and idiosyncracies
here is the sceptic
here is the believer
they have met in one
this one is called phil
this one is called me
this one is called you
its all the same name
for we are all hsame
we are all unigue
we are all different
and thats how
we are all the same
loving all
hating all
all is me
all is nothing
i am all
god i wish i was tall
here
for your viewing pleasure
and the worlds treasure
napolean incarnate
here i abdicate
i'm going to throw words together
and they will mean shit
all of us can rhyme
all of us can reason
to say otherwise
this is treason
i'm gonna sneeze again
another orgasm for my nose
nose 157
penis 16.5
ratio'd of course
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm james earl jones
and still with the sneezing fits
man
i am rethinking on sneezing like bonnie
she sneezes like 18.47 billion times in a row
and here again
after more experience
i have changed my views
changedididididididid evertyhing
did you know
that i count how many "uh"'s you say
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm pacman
that is the true rabbit hole