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Sad Person and Worldly Truths. issue 2.
4. I often have to write my essays in the bathroom. There aren't as many distractions in there, plus no long bathroom breaks, you're already there.
5. I'm very paranoid about bugs. I have to check my sheets every night, I am subconsciously on the prowl for any type of movement with my excellent peripheral vision also I have to check my clothes before I put them on. I think one of my worst clothing/bug fears is getting a bug stuck in my stockings. I wear tights almost every day and can just imagine a long leggy being trapped against my skin and having no other option than to strip or squish the critter against my flesh to be later peeled and cleaned away. Gross.
6. Also I've probably told you all this but I'm pretty sure my some what irrational fear of bug started when I was like 4ish and I wouldn't get dressed I just wanted to sit nude on my bedroom floor. Anna my nanny was getting really fed up so she told me " Julia, if you don't get up of the floor and dressed, spiders will crawl up your bum!" I've only very rarely been with out undies since.
7. When I was about 7 I cried at a friends house over somethign stupid, as a result her mom told me that "Every time you cry you loose a day of your life". Being me I was scared shit-less and ever since I've hated crying and will fight tooth and nail not to. Only rarely will I be caught of guard letting anyone see me committing my slow emotional suicide. I do always feel like I'm loosing something when cry, however so sparsely I do, but its probably just my dignity, lolz.
4. I often have to write my essays in the bathroom. There aren't as many distractions in there, plus no long bathroom breaks, you're already there.
5. I'm very paranoid about bugs. I have to check my sheets every night, I am subconsciously on the prowl for any type of movement with my excellent peripheral vision also I have to check my clothes before I put them on. I think one of my worst clothing/bug fears is getting a bug stuck in my stockings. I wear tights almost every day and can just imagine a long leggy being trapped against my skin and having no other option than to strip or squish the critter against my flesh to be later peeled and cleaned away. Gross.
6. Also I've probably told you all this but I'm pretty sure my some what irrational fear of bug started when I was like 4ish and I wouldn't get dressed I just wanted to sit nude on my bedroom floor. Anna my nanny was getting really fed up so she told me " Julia, if you don't get up of the floor and dressed, spiders will crawl up your bum!" I've only very rarely been with out undies since.
7. When I was about 7 I cried at a friends house over somethign stupid, as a result her mom told me that "Every time you cry you loose a day of your life". Being me I was scared shit-less and ever since I've hated crying and will fight tooth and nail not to. Only rarely will I be caught of guard letting anyone see me committing my slow emotional suicide. I do always feel like I'm loosing something when cry, however so sparsely I do, but its probably just my dignity, lolz.