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Fuck. I had a whole long entry and then my cousin kicked me off and now it is all gone.
Shit.
I fucking hate it here. I CANNOT wait until I can get the fuck out of here. This place is such a shithole.
I want to MOVE OUT. I am BEGGING my mother to kick me out. I really wish she would. I hate this place. They don't want me here anyhow. All I hear is how mean I am, how rotten, what a stupid piece of shit I am that can't do anything right. And I cost them too much. I'm sorry it's not my fucking fault I have to go to the doctor all the time. IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT. They can just SCREW OFF. ALL OF YOU (people in my house) FUCKING SCREW OFF.
I need to get the hell out of here.
I don't think I can take it here much longer.
My head is going to fucking explode.
This is shit.
I wish SO BADLY that I could just run away and live somewhere where I would be HAPPY, WANTED.
But no. Too many complications that I cannot deal with because SOMEBODY refuses to take me to fucking therapy. Refusing therapy to the insane. Shouldn't that be a federal crime?
Fucking Christ.
I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE.
I'm going to blow my fucking head off!!
Somebody please save me...
Shit.
I fucking hate it here. I CANNOT wait until I can get the fuck out of here. This place is such a shithole.
I want to MOVE OUT. I am BEGGING my mother to kick me out. I really wish she would. I hate this place. They don't want me here anyhow. All I hear is how mean I am, how rotten, what a stupid piece of shit I am that can't do anything right. And I cost them too much. I'm sorry it's not my fucking fault I have to go to the doctor all the time. IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT. They can just SCREW OFF. ALL OF YOU (people in my house) FUCKING SCREW OFF.
I need to get the hell out of here.
I don't think I can take it here much longer.
My head is going to fucking explode.
This is shit.
I wish SO BADLY that I could just run away and live somewhere where I would be HAPPY, WANTED.
But no. Too many complications that I cannot deal with because SOMEBODY refuses to take me to fucking therapy. Refusing therapy to the insane. Shouldn't that be a federal crime?
Fucking Christ.
I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE.
I'm going to blow my fucking head off!!
Somebody please save me...