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What is your name?: Kayla
Are you named after anyone?: No.
What's your screename?: AIM-KillMeImFoolish, MSN-swallowedbydarkness, AOL-Kokaroto
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Definitely NOT.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Cory.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I like my name enough to not want to switch at all.
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: I prefer not to categorize myself.
Single?: For the moment.
If not, do you want to be?: I am.
Birthdate:: April 6, 1989
Your age:: 15
Age you act:: 40
Age you wish you were: I guess 16.
Your height:: About 5'10"
Your weight:: About 137
Eye color:: Deep blue, like the ocean.
Happy with it?: Yes.. I love my eyes.
Hair color:: Black cherry.
Happy with it?: I like it.
Lefty/righty/:: Ambidextrous, but I think I am more of a righty.
Your living arrangement:: I live with my mom, her boyfriend, and my half-brother.
Your family:: Bitches.
Have any pets?: Not that I can see..
Whats your job?: I am unemployed.
Piercings?: Two in each ear.
Tattoos?: I wish.
Obsessions?: Lots.
Addictions?: Men, food.
Do you speak another language?: Je parle francais et un peu l'epinards. Aussi, un peu alsacienne.
Have a favorite quote?: Lots..
Do you have a webpage?: No.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it: I try not to think about those things.. I just wish it were simpler.
Do you live in the moment?: I think I live in the moment considering the future, if that makes any sense.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Definitely.
Do you have any secrets?: Are you kidding me?? I am like a walking secret.
Do you hate yourself?: It's not so much that I hate myself, it's more that I hate my life and/or the things I do.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yes.
Do you have any bad habits?: Lots.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Recently, it has mostly been "you're so skinny," but I don't always think it is a compliment. Some people think I am gross looking, cos I am so emaciated.
What's your biggest fear?: I am afraid of everything. Everything.
Can you sing?: Yeah.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No.
Are you a loner?: I have a good amount of friends, but I am usually alone. You decide.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: People.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hells yeah.. I'm too hott not to be friends with me!! (j/k j/k!!) Mooha.
Are you a daredevil?: Hells no. I am afraid of everything.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Definitely.
Are you passive or agressive?: I am passive-agressive.
Do you have a journal?: Duh.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I think one of my good strenghts is my tolerancy and understanding of people. Weaknesses, well, there are too many to name.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would make me less scared.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Definitely.
Do you think life has been good so far?: A few parts, here and there, but mostly no.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: They are all equally important.. maybe learning not to hate/discriminate has been a big thing.
What do you like the most about your body?: My 6-pack of abs and my boobs. I like the way I look when I dance around in my pink panties. I like being skinny. And my hair is cool. And my eyes are pretty.
And least?: My disgusting foot. I wish that bitch would just stay disease-free!
Do you think you are good looking?: Sometimes, I think so.
Are you confident?: Most of the time, no, but sometimes I am.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Barney or something--HA!
Are you perceived wrongly?: Chris says I am misunderstood..
Do You...
Smoke?: Definitely not.
Do drugs?: Never.
Read the newspaper?: On occasion.
Pray?: No.
Go to church?: No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Nobody IMs me.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Many.
Take walks in the rain?: I love the rain..
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Sometimes.. usually only if I have to.
Drive?: Soon.
Like to drive fast?: Definitely not.
Would or Have You Ever
Liked your voice?: I like my singing voice, but not so much my talking voice.
Hurt yourself?: Yes.
Been out of the country?: Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: I don't know.
Been in love?: Yes.
Done drugs?: Yes.
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: I got really drunk once and had to be taken to the hospital...
Had surgery?: I got an ingrown toenail removed.. does that count??
Ran away from home?: Tried, but I was mauled by my stepdad.
Played strip poker?: I can't even play regular poker.
Gotten beaten up?: No.
Beaten someone up?: No.
Been picked on?: All the time.
Been on stage?: Many times.
Slept outdoors?: Yep.
Thought about suicide?: A lot.
Pulled an all nighter?: Who hasn't?
If yes, what is your record?: I am a periodical insomniac.. I go months without sleeping sometimes..
Gone one day without food?: Yep.
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes.
Slept all day?: Definitely.
Killed someone?: Riiiiiiiight...
Made out with a stranger?: Several times.
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: I don't even have to THINK that.. I know I'm crazy.
Kissed the same sex?: Yep.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yes.
Been betrayed?: Yes.
Had a dream that came true?: Yes.
Broken the law?: Lots of times.
Met a famous person?: Yes.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Not to my recollection.
On purpose?: No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes.. but only to one person!!
Stolen anything?: Hells yeah.. but not in a long time.
Been on radio/tv?: Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yep.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Many times.
Bungee jumped?: Nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yes.
Miracles?: No.
Astrology?: I like to read it and try to apply it.. I don't revolve my life around it or anything.
Magic?: No.
God?: No.
Satan?: No.
Santa?: No.
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight?: Yes.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes.
Witches?: Yes.
Easter bunny?: No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.. rainbows don't end anywhere.
Do you wish on stars?: No.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: I don't believe in God.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No.
Where do you think we go when we die?: Too long to explain on here.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Lots.
Who is your best friend?: Chanel and Brandi.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Me. Maybe Geoff. He doesn't understand, though. He just knows.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I don't know.. tell about my dad.
Your favourite inside joke?: Je ne sais pas.
Thing you're picked on most about?: Being a loser. And being physically weak.
Who's your longest known friend?: Chanel.
Newest?: Claire.
Shyest?: Tim or somebody.
Funniest?: Chris.
Sweetest?: Chris.
Closest?: Chanel, Brandi, Chris, Geoff.
Weirdest?: We're all crazy here.
Smartest?: Chris.
Ditziest?: Rachel O.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Savannah.
Last person you talked to online?: I never talk to anybody online.
Who do you talk to most online?: See prev. answer.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Geoff & Chris.
Who do you trust most?: I don't really trust anybody.
Who listens to your problems? Pretty much anybody I would decide to call would listen, but usually I call Chris or Chanel.
Who do you fight most with?: Geoff.
Who's the nicest?: I love my friends.
Who's the most outgoing?: I don't know.
Who's the best singer?: Me! Hehee.. I don't know.
Who's on your shit-list?: Right now, Geoff.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Not seriously. Just thought about it.
Who's your second family?: Chanel's family. I think I know them better than I know my own damned family.
Do you always feel understood?: Hardly ever.
Who's the loudest friend?: I don't know.
Do you trust others easily?: Definitely NOT.
Who's house were you last at?: Mine.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Chris.
Do your friends know you?: I don't think so.. not really, anyhow.
Friend that lives farthest away:: Cousin Chris.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes...yes
What do you find romantic?: Lots of stuff.
Turn-on?: Tallness. Lips. When people look into your eyes instead of at your boobs.
Turn-off?: When people try and force me to do shit.
First kiss?: At Time-Out at the mall with Tucson.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: At least knowing them for a little bit.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I don't really care.. even if it WAS socially acceptable, I still wouldn't do it, cos I am so freaking shy and nervous and shit.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: You can't win them all, but yes. (hehee)
What is best about the opposite sex?: Uhh.. .?
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Their one-track mind.
What's the last present someone gave you?: A hug.
Are you in love?: Yes and no.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Yes.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: The spirit that lives in my bedroom.
You wanted to kill?: My dad.
That you laughed at?: Chris.
That laughed at you?: Chris.. maybe Geoff.
That turned you on?: Uhh.. no comment.
You went shopping with?: My mom and brother.
That broke your heart?: Geoff.
To disappoint you?: Geoff.
To ask you out?: Chris.
To make you cry?: Geoff.
To brighten up your day?: Chris.
That you thought about?: Chris.
You saw a movie with?: I don't know.. probably Geoff.
You talked to on the phone?: Geoff
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Cousin Chris.
You saw?: Un-related--Chris Related--my mom
You lost?: Geoff.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.. it's like 10:30 or something, crazy!!
Will it be with your significant other?: I am not goin out.
Or some random person?: ..
What are you wearing right now?: My Hanson t-shirt and my really tight brown pants.
Body part you're touching right now:: Penis?
What are you worried about right now?: Geoff never leaving me the fuck alone.. Daddy trying to kill us.. things not working out as planned.. I didn't do my homework for World Geography.. going to fast with Chris.
What book are you reading?: Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel
What's on your mousepad?: Tony Stewart :(
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: confused, anxious, scared, guilty, depressed
Are you bored?: Not really.
Are you tired?: Yes.. I hardly get any sleep any more (CHRIS!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU BASTARD!! j/k I love you)
Are you talking to anyone online?: No.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: Both.
Are you listening to music?: No.
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What is your favorite..
gum: Pink Extra or Pink Orbit.
restaurant: I think Olive Garden or Texas Roadhouse.
drink: I don't know..
season: Fall.
type of weather: 68 and breezy
emotion: Secure.
thing to do on a half day: Hang out with my friends.
late-night activity: Masturbate.
sport: I don't like sports.
city: Je ne sais pas.
store: Probably Hot Topic, even if they are rather pricy.
When was the last time you...
cried: Last night.
played a sport: Never.
laughed: A few hours ago.
hugged someone: At like 7:45
kissed someone: At like 7:45
felt depressed: Now.
felt elated: wtf is elated?
felt overworked: Overwhelmed today.
faked sick: A long time ago.
lied: Today to my mom.
What was the last..
word you said: "Okay."
thing you ate: Cookie.
song you listened to: Whatever the last song is called on my DOH CD.
thing you drank: Skim milk.
place you went to: Shoe Carnival.
movie you saw: I have no idea.
movie you rented: I haven't rented a movie in like 9898798876544 years.
concert you attended: Hanson--Hells yeah, brotha!!
Who was the last person you..
hugged: Chris.
cried over: Geoff.
kissed: Chris.
danced with: My chorus class.
shared a secret with: I think Chris.
had a sleepover with: Long time.. probably Chanel.
called: Chris.
went to a movie with: Je ne sais pas.
saw: Chris.
were angry with: My dad and Geoff.
couldn't take your eyes off of: I don't know.
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: Yes.
kissed someone: Duh.
done drugs: Yes.
drank alcohol: Yes.
slept around: No.. I am a virgin.
partied 'til the sun came up: Hells yeah!
had a movie marathon: Yep.
gone too far on a dare: Who hasn't??
spun until you were immensely dizzy: Yep.
taken a survey quite like this before: Not this long.. (thank God)