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I want to Die a horrible death.
I want to get into a care accident and have my face mangled from the impact of my face being crushed by the window sheild.
I want to be tooken by surprise by a man with a gun and be shot in the lungs and drown in my own blood.
I want to be so ripped apart that no one can see my face, or distinguish if its really me.
I want to be stabbed by someone that has no reason to stab me.
I want to slowly bleed to death in a room where everyone can see me but no one can speak to me. or get to me.
I want to be hit by a car and be ripped in half by the force.
I want to be beat to death for something I didnt do.
I want to scream until my throat aches and my eyes bleed.
I want my heart to stop beating, so maybe, it wont feel like this anymore.
Ive had the same feeling in the center of my chest for the past 7 years.
Im so sick of it. that all I want to see when I look down is the handle of a 6 inch knife sticking out of my chest.
dont worry if your reading this.
its just a thought.
I want to get into a care accident and have my face mangled from the impact of my face being crushed by the window sheild.
I want to be tooken by surprise by a man with a gun and be shot in the lungs and drown in my own blood.
I want to be so ripped apart that no one can see my face, or distinguish if its really me.
I want to be stabbed by someone that has no reason to stab me.
I want to slowly bleed to death in a room where everyone can see me but no one can speak to me. or get to me.
I want to be hit by a car and be ripped in half by the force.
I want to be beat to death for something I didnt do.
I want to scream until my throat aches and my eyes bleed.
I want my heart to stop beating, so maybe, it wont feel like this anymore.
Ive had the same feeling in the center of my chest for the past 7 years.
Im so sick of it. that all I want to see when I look down is the handle of a 6 inch knife sticking out of my chest.
dont worry if your reading this.
its just a thought.